Rah: Aaj tumhe aur aunty ko saath dekha to socha ki meri mom kaisi hongi. Kaisi dikhti hai. Kaha rehti hai. Aur aesa bhi kya ho gia dono mein ki they separated. Divorce hi le lia dono ne
Sana kept her hand on his and squeezed it.
Sana: Uncle ne kbhi bataya nhi kya unke baare mein ya reason of divorce?
Rah: Dad kbhi baat nhi krte unke baare mein. Just ek baar chhote hote poocha to he told ki hum dono saath nhi rehte. Kuch problems ki wajah se. Isse zyada kbhi dad ne bataya hi nhi. Na hi poochne ki himaat hui. Hnn ek do baar zubaan pe baat aayi unke but he just changed the topic. To mujhe zyada to nhi pta ki kya hua exactly dono mein. But lagta hai dono sort nhi kar sakte the kya apni problems? Mujhe nhi pata dono mein kya hua but aesa bhi kya jo dono alag hi ho gye
Sana: Dekho Rahul mein bhi sirf apne mom ke saath rahi hu bachpan se. Mein bhi sochti thi ki kash mere dad bhi mere saath hote. I always wished mere dad zinda hote. Hum bhi unke saath rehte. Jab bhi naanu aur mumma ko ya maamu aur unki beti ko saath mein dekhti to bohot bura lagta tha. Lagta tha bhagwaan mujhse hi kuch problem thi jo mere dad ko mujhse chheen lia. You know mujhe lagta tha ki meri kismat hi kharab. I am the most unluckiest person jisse uske dad ka pyaar bhi nhi mila. Bohot rona aata tha kayi baar. But fir dheere dheere accept kar lia. Samaj aa gia ki yahi meri life hai. It's just mom I have. Dad ka pyaar meri kismat mein hai hi nhi. But isme kisiki bhi galati nhi hai. Ab wo bhagwaan ki marzi thi. Isme koi kuch kar hi nhi sakta. Tumhare mom dad mein kya hua ye to wo dono hi jante hai but humare paas do hi options hai jo situation hai usko accept kar le aur jo hai hamare paas we respect it and live happily ya phir rote rhe uske upar jo nhi hai
Rah: Ye sab mujhe pata hai. I know I have my dad jo khudse badke mujhe pyaar karte hai. Jo mere lie jo unke haath mein sab karte hai. He always tried to give me love and care of both mother and father. And I respect that. I love him. But still iss baat ka to bura lagta hai na ki I don't have my mom
Sana: I can understand. Ab ye to hamesha hi lagega no matter what. Par jo hai wo hai hum uska kuch nhi kar sakta. I understand your situation. Mera bhi bohot mann karta hai kaash mere bhi dad hote. Par ab nhi hai to theek hai fir kya kar sakte hai
She said with a sad smile. Rahul hugged her. She responded by wrapping her arms around him. He broke the hug after few minutes.
Rah: Thanks
She blinked her eyes while smiling.
Rah: Mein dad ko call kar leta hu. Pehle nhi kia laga mood off hai pata chalega to pareshaan ho jaenge faltu mein
Sana nodded. He went in balcony and called Sid.
Rah: Hi dad
Sid: Hello beta. Late ho gye?
Rah: Nhi bass wo fresh ho raha tha. Thoda thakk gya so dimaag se nikal gya. Abhi yaad aaya. 1 ghanta hone wala hai
Sid: Achha achha. Theek thaak pohonch gaye na?
Rah: Hnji dad
Sid: Chalo achha hai. Aur sab theek hai
Rah: Hnji dad
Rahul was speaking in a bit lower voice.
Sid: Sab theek hai na beta. Bada dheere dheere bol rahe ho
Rah: Hnji dad wo just tired
Sid: Pakka
Rahul sighed.
Rah: Aapki yaad aa rhi hai bohot
Sid: Achha. Yaad to mujhe bhi aati hai
Rah: Mein next weekend ghar aaoonga
Sid: Chlo finally. Theek hai
Rahul could feel him smiling which made him also smile.
Rah: Jee dad
Sid: Chal okk you take rest. Kal baat karte hai
Rah: Hnji dad. Take care. Bye
Sid: You too beta
Rah: Love you dad
Sid: Love you too
Rahul hanged up the call and looked up with a smile.
Rah:(in mind) I think it's best if I just live with my dad as before without thinking about mom. If I'll be sad, dad ko bhi bura lagega. Agar yahi hai meri kismat mein to yahi sahi. I have dad as both mom and dad and I should be happy with that
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Fiksi PenggemarSiddharth Nigam, a middle class man living with his only son Rahul Nigam. Avneet Kaur Nandra, a small buisness woman having her own small world with her daughter Sana Kaur Nandra. Peep in to know more.