The Crazy Boy From The Neighborhood

Chapter 21

Time skip to Clay and George are 19

Clay's POV

The blond was just sitting down on his apartment's floor with a guitar in hand feeling lonely without him but Clay knew he was living a better life without him

TW mention of self harm, scars

Clay just stare at his scars that were filled with my arms over at least thirty cuts on both hands which was painful but it was for the best for
him

TW over

The blond started to get up from the floor to see cigarette boxes all over the place and empty beer bottles which was normal for these past time

Clay decided to go on a walk since he haven't been outside in a long time since he was nineteen now and making music but my last song was exploded the world

When the blonde was walking, he saw a lot people walking by which Clay haven't seen his friends since a while but he wonder if they would think about him

Clay continues his walk when he see's something in the view before noticing to see George and a little girl walking by him which the brunet was still dressing in feminine clothing but it wasn't that feminine which he was wearing a light blue sweater and great sweats with light blue converse

Which the blond was proud of when he checked his phone to see its April 10th which Clay had two days left before he leave to somewhere

Which Clay wished he was going said his last goodbyes to everyone but since the blond already decided to do it on the 12th of April so it was no point

Before the blond knew it George walked by him, he feel like the brunet didn't recognized him since my Clay's hair was a mess and his clothing but the blond wanted to say something to George but Clay didn't have the congruence to do it

When Clay over heard "papa, this ice cream is good" the blond turns around to see the little girl talking to George and wait did she say to him

"Yes Carly, besides you been good so you earned it" Clay watched as the brunet smile when he grabbed her little hand and continue walking

The blond only just felt guilty on what he did that's when Clay thought of an idea when he started to walk to a house that The blond knew she will live in before Clay saw the familiar two story house

Clay takes a deep breath before knocking on the door when he heard the door open to see the familiar brunette "Clay? What are you doing here?"

"Alissa, I- I wanted to ask you can you give this to George" Clay says as he hand her a envelope "why can't you give this to my son you're self?" Alissa asked which the blond sighed

Before staring at her brown eyes "Alissa, I don't have much time, just give it to him please" she gave Clay a confused look "what do you mean that you don't have time?"

"It's not easy when you're gonna do something stupid  in two days so please just give it George" the blond felt tears pricking his eyes when Clay gave Alissa the look

Before the blond knew it, she hugged him when Clay hugged her back "I will, just see you soon" which the blond nodded which he knew what she meant with soon

"Bye Alissa, thank you for everything you done for me" Clay softly smiled as he rubbed his eyes due of the tears before the blond walked away from the house so George wouldn't know that he came by to his mom's house

Clay saw her in his corner of eye before he left when she had tears in her eyes as she closed the door. When the blond just continue walking away and decided to go towards the park

The blond saw the playground that he remembered when Clay was younger right as that day when he met George and the blond called him right as he was high and drunk out of his mind

Clay looked down to see a dandelion as he takes out his lighter and phone out to post his last post ever

@/Clay_Anderson:  "Be happy without me"

The blond see it posted when Clay turns off his phone before he knew it, that the blond had to go home. He continued to walk to his apartment

Clay continue walking to his apartment when he saw his old high school that the blond remembered how him and friends would hangout all the time

Before the blond knew it, he saw his trama home that no longer his mother and sister living in since they moved away to leave Clay behind

Clay was just happy Derek was dead but he knew, the blond was gonna regret what he gonna do in two days but it was for his best decision since Clay was sick

The blond was thankful he wrote a song before doing what he gonna do in two before he felt his lungs hurting so bad due Clay had lung cancer for smoking for five years

Since there was no cure for lung cancer which sucked but it was for the better for him when Clay noticed he made it home, as the blond unlocked the door to see the mess on the floor

Clay made it to his bedroom to head towards his desk to start writing and writing when the blond finished writing, the blond took out a photo from his desk that was George and Himself on their seventh month anniversary

Just a month before Clay messed things up between them which the blond regrets deeply what he did but knew George wouldn't forgive him after these three years

Clay got up from his desk and made it to his bed to sleep till the 12th of April since the blond didn't have motivation to do anything on the 11th of April

With that he fell asleep in pain in the lungs

Time skip to 12th of April

Clay slowly wakes up with the pain in lungs when he saw it was 12 pm as the blond went to his desk to grab the many letters

The blond walked to his friends houses to drop them off in their mail boxes since he couldn't do it in person which would cause Clay to have more stress

When the blonde finally made it to the last mailbox which was George's mailbox. clay slowly opens it and puts the letter with a photo of him and George

Clay runs away quickly so he wouldn't caught from any of his friends due of pain in the lungs which was painful

The blonde finally made it to his apartment which he been living for two and half years when went to grab some pills and his pocket knife

Clay stared at the objects on his hands when placed the pills on the nightstand and placed his pocket knife on his wrist

TW very bad self harm

He stared cutting really deep on his wrists and forearm then he did the same thing with other arm when blood was dripping

Before Clay knew it he did the same thing with his legs which he didn't care since he knew his life fucked up and didn't care only for his blood spilling out his arms and legs then he threw the knife away

Clay grabbed the pills and put twelve pills in his mouth and walked toward his bed and fell asleep

TW over

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Posted: April 13th 2022
Edited: November 18th 2022