It's fair to say everybody gets exhausted
Whether at thinking too much
Whether at running too much
However there's one type of exhaustion
That not many can get rid of
It's constant and feels permanent
Makes you feel too exhausted
To even get rid of it
The more you try to get rid of the feeling
The more tired you get
And it's something that comes with doing
I'm not tired of thinking
I'm not tired of running or talking
I'm just exhausted, at nothing specifically
But just exhausted— the only word I could use.
Though a few things do give me life
Like my phone, it's holds a lot of life-giving things
But it's not always around and it's the same for other things too
It's has been 2 weeks we're I have left this in drafts,
Though I'm still the same
One would assume this was a temporary mood for a few days. However the word permanent is looking scary now
Nothing is fascinating anymore
Nothing is sparking interest
The room is messy
The work isn't done
And the pressure is pressuring
I need to catch up on a lot
So much it's stressing me out
But not enough for me to do it
I'm getting lazy and it's not wearing off
It's been like this for some time now
I can't really do anything about it
Except type it all into my phone
And try to find some comfort in it
