You can try and you probably have tried
To come to terms with the logic that has
Come to shape itself in your existence
Sadly and realistically it doesn't work for a lot
of people and you'd be surprised how many suicides and scars it's been behind
Not everybody can comprehend what is going on,
let alone accept and come to terms with it. Many have to catch up with their lives, and realise they're growing up and will keep growing til death stops them.
but I don't want to and if death would have to do me part, the harm would be halved
I don't want to be here
I don't want to be a spirit as such
I don't want to be anything beyond a human being however I can't escape it
If I die my spirit will live on
Whether in infinite and permanent luxury
Or burning agony that will never end
It all seems very tiring to even think of
