as much as I write
I'm still helpless
I have been writing for about a month now
not a week has passed without me writing
And yet I'm not any bit better
If anything it has made me hate everything even more
I hate my sister the most though
From everybody she is the one that has made me the most miserable and most helpless I've ever felt
All I can do is cry and move on
i hate that and I hate her and I hate it here
I really don't understand my point in living
I'm here for no reason
i really want to kill myself so bad you have no idea
i want to make them suffer for treating me like this
I want them to be depressed and want to kill themselves too
They should
doesn't matter
They're going to hell anyways
sooner or later
I will take this revenge
The day I can leave
Is the day I won't be coming back at all
