I'm scared of the dark
But now that I know there's nothing I can do to change anything that's going wrong in my situation
I can only sit here in the dark
With no music and no sounds
Either crying or typing or both
However it never lasts too long
I can't be in peace with catastrophe for too long
Because somebody will come
Turn on the light and ask a silly question
Or sit down and ruin your lonely peace
And when your already at the sensitive point
You either cry when they ask what's wrong
Shout at whatever dumbass question they ask
Or leave whenever any presence is near
That's all you can do and after you
Leave cry or shout
You feel awful and your peace is ruined
Even though you were the one ruining it
You were the one shouting leaving crying
You ruined your own peace
So you can't go back and get mad at them
For coming in at the wrong time
But what you can do is sit some place else
And hope to feel a little peace back so
You can get rid of the feeling of your eyes watering.
That's the only option one has to stay sane and calm.
