Love is Electric- joe and dianne one shots

talking therpay

⚠️miscarriage⚠️

"How has this week been then generally?"
Dianne found herself sat in a little room in the corner of an office building, an older woman who she now knew as hazel sat infront of her, a notebook and pen in hand ready for what she needed to write down.

"I don't know"
Dianne replied quietly, gently shrugging her shoulders. She didn't want to come across as rude to hazel but ever since she had began to come to this therapy she had hated it and didn't want to be there. She had hope it would work eventually though so kept going.

"Has there been much improvement on last week?"
She asked and dianne shook her head.

"Its been worse than last week"
Dianne told her

"Ok...so can you tell me what's happened this week? Has there been anything significant or has the feelings just gotten worse?"
Hazel asked her.

"I cant help but feel sad and it's awful because it's been 10 weeks now since it happened. And If I ever do have moments where I feel sad or depressed it's not for this long, it's only for a few days, a week at the most"
Dianne explained.

"But being in this situation is a new thing for you. This hasn't happened before so you dont know how to react. It's ok to feel the way you have for this long. It doesnt matter how long you feel like this for, as long as we get you better"
Hazel said but dianne remained quiet. She never really spoke alot at first every week she came to do this. She would have to ease into it and still wasnt used to talking about someone about all her problems but she knew she had to deal with it. It was private therpay so she wanted to keep doing it because it was being paid for, for her which showed the people around her wanted her to get better, even though she felt as if there was no point in getting better. 

"I know but it's just strange. I haven't been able to have a normal life, like it was before since it happened"
Dianne told the woman sat infront of her who she now knew very well after spending an hour with her each week.

"Ok so tell me how things have been at home then"

"Quiet"
Dianne began as hazel nodded

"I haven't been myslef and I'm quite loud and out there normally. I think because I've been quiet, joe has been too, it's just strange because we normally have music blasting in the kitchen every day, were dancing, singing at the top of our lungs and were not anymore and I hate it because we normally talk non stop"
Dianne said

"So you and joe aren't talking?"
Hazel asked

"Yeah, well no. We are but....I don't know"
Dianne stuttered not knowing exactly what to answer.

"What do you talk about?"
Hazel asked her

"Not this"

"And do you want to talk about what's happened more? You've obviously spoken about it, when it first happened and when you first started coming to this therpay. Is it that you haven't spoke about it as much as you'd like to?"
Hazel said

"Yeah, I really want to talk about it because....hes probably suffering inside too you know. This isn't all me, its him as well. I was carrying our baby. Not my baby, they were ours. And the same when I miscarried. They were our baby. We've been through so much together and nothing has ever brought us this far apart. We really should be together in this not avoiding it"
Dianne said

"You still want to be with him don't you? You're not thinking about...."
Dianne instantly interrupted hazel.

"Of course I still want to be with him"

"Do you still love him?"
She asked the redhead infront of her.

"Definitely. I'm never going to stop loving him. We're in proper love, you know, even after 6 years. And that's one thing I know is definite. No matter what happens were going to love eachother forever. I could never leave him. I know he loves me and I love him. He's still there for me, he still tell me he loves me all the time. If anything were still the same, were just not talking about what's happened and we should because it's a couple thing, not a me thing. This was his baby as well"
Dianne explained.