Chapter 20

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Sofia's POV

I jumped up slightly, hearing someone ringing the doorbell and knocking repetitively. He took this opportunity to flip me over and pin me down, kissing my neck. "F-Fez, you should probably get the door" I said to him, almost out of breath from what we were doing. "Nah, fuck that door. Don't worry about it" he tells me, positioning himself right between my legs and pressing his hardness against me. I gasped slightly and moaned at the feeling of his dick right at my entrance, the only thing stopping him from slipping it inside of me was our clothes. His chain was dangling in my face and all I could think about was how much I wanted more of him. He leaned down to make out with me again, until the knocking became louder and louder.

He sighed deeply and pulled away, holding himself up over top with his arms on either side of me and letting his head hang down for a moment while closing his eyes in disappointment. He pushed himself off of me, making me immediately miss the warmth of his body.

He left the room and went to check the door, I sat on the bed thinking about what just happened for a moment. "Who is it?" I heard him ask in an irritated tone. I couldn't hear who was on the other side of the door. "Fuck" he mumbled, then I heard the door open. I couldn't hear much of the conversation, but I heard bits and pieces. Like 'not today' and 'I'm serious, you can't come in' so I decided to grab one of his shirts and throw it over my body. I walk into the living room to see what the commotion was about.

"Look man, all I need is just a few OCs, that's all" I heard Rue's voice on the other side of the door, I quickly went over to his couch so she wouldn't see me inside of his house. I sat down patiently and watched how everything played out, hoping Rue was doing alright after the way Jules treated her today.

"Sorry, I can't help you" Fez responded to her dryly, about to close the door. "Fez? Fez, I've had a really fucked up day, alright? Look, it's been a really fucked up day, okay? So I need you to open the door for me, okay?" she said, trying her best not to be pushy. I knew when Rue was desperate, and right now, she was down bad. It almost hurt hearing her talk this way. "Can you open the door, please?" she repeats.

"I'm not gonna help you kill yourself, Rue" he said to her. "I'm sorry but you can't be comin over here no more. Just go home." he begins to shut the door and she immediately breaks down. "Don't- Fez! Don't close the- FUCK!" she says on the other side of the door after he closes it. He stands there, not moving from the door. She bangs on the other side and demands for him to open it. "Fez, open the fucking door, please?" she says impatiently. "I'm begging you just to open the door" she whimpers.

He stands at the door with his hands by his side, head against the door. "Fez! You're full of shit, man." she insults him. "You know, you make your living off of selling drugs to teenagers. And now all of a sudden you wanna have a fucking moral high ground?" she continues. He turns around to face me but looks down, not making eye contact and still listening to the things he's saying to her. He puts his hands on his head, clearly stressed out.

"You're a fucking dropout drug dealer. You know that? You're a fucking dropout drug dealer with seven functioning fucking braincells" she shouts at him. She bangs on the door once again, shouting at him to open the door. "Fuck you. Fuck you Fez, okay? Are you doing this because you care about me?" she taunts him. "If you gave a shit about me, you wouldn't have sold me the fucking drugs in the first place!"

He closes his eyes and leans his head back against the door, hoping she would stop. The things that she was saying clearly bothered him. "But you did! You fucking did! So open the god damn door!! Open the door." she says. Watching this is really painful for me, I can only imagine how Fez feels. "I can't do it Rue, I'm sorry" he responds. "Open the door! Open the door! Open the door!" she yells at him.

I can hear her whimpering and crying on the other side. This is what addiction does to people. "You did this to me! You fucking- you did this to me, Fez. You fucking ruined my life." she told him. "The least you can do is open the god damn door and fix it!"

"I'm fucking serious I'm so fucking serious if you don't open this door right now I swear to God, I will hate you until the day I fucking die" she threatens. He sits in silence for a moment before mumbling "I'm sorry" under his breath and walking away from the door, leaving her screaming and banging. Demanding that he opens the door. Until eventually, she went away.

He stood there in the hallway until she stopped. Once she did, he walked over to the couch and sat down next to me, not even looking in my direction or making eye contact. He puts his head in his hands and doesn't speak, his dick wasn't hard anymore, and I could tell his entire mood changed.

I sigh, walking into his bedroom to grab the blunt I put out earlier and coming back into the living room where he was. I sat back down and sparked it, hitting it briefly before passing it to him. He took the blunt and hit it, shaking his head at what just happened. I sat closer to him and put my hand on his thigh in a comforting way, not trying to make anything sexual. "You did the right thing." I reassure him.

"I'm sorry about that" he mumbles, passing the blunt back to me after hitting it a few times. "It's not your fault, Fez. Rue has her own problems that she needs to figure out. You're a good friend to her." I tell him, rubbing his back. I can tell that he doesn't agree, apart of what Rue said about giving her the drugs in the first place definitely hit close to home.

We spend the rest of the night smoking in silence, until I decided that it was getting late and I should head home. He offered me a ride and I grabbed my things, making my way to his car. The radio was on, but it was very low. I didn't want to turn it up or down, I just wanted Fez to feel better about the situation.

"You don't deserve to be treated that way." I mumble as he pulled up to my house. "Doesn't matter, Rue is gonna be Rue. Am I gon see you again before the carnival?" he asks me, parking his vehicle. "I hope so... maybe not, I have school work to catch up on. But definitely at the carnival. I had a really good time with you." I say honestly, trying to push the whole Rue situation under the rug so I could enjoy my last moments with him. "Yeah, me too" he says, a small smile forming on his face. That seemed to cheer him up a bit.

He stares at me for a moment, looking down at my lips then back up to my eyes. There was a silence between us, we began moving closer without realizing it. "Can I kiss you?" he asks quietly, being less than 3 inches away from my face. I close the gap between us and press my lips against his, placing my hand on his cheek and deepening the kiss. We pull away slowly and I make eye contact with him. "Next time, don't ask." I tell him.

"So... you're tellin me that I have permission to kiss you whenever I want?" he asks softly. "Whenever you want" I confirm. He pushes his lips against mine once more, giving me one last kiss before we separated for the night. "Forget about what happened with Rue... I had a good night with you, Sofia" he tells me, pulling away. "It'll be better next time... we can finish where we left off earlier" I tell him seductively, leaving him with a red face.

We say our goodbyes and I make my way in the house, preparing myself for bed. I have school tomorrow, and the next day, and the next day, and the next day. Then I get to see Fez at the carnival.

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