I'm lying on my bed,
There's too much in my head
Too much I wanna scream
But can't find any word to say.
I should be feeling nice but
Is that tear escaping my eye?
My heart's sinking so deep
And I don't even know why?
There's chaos and yet it's empty.
I just can't figure out my brain.
Tell me have you felt the same?
Or am I just fucking insane?
I should be calling my friends.
I should be having fun but well,
Instead, I'm here looking for words
That might help me escape this hell.
