Staring outside of window,
Relating to rain,
Relating to thunderstorm.
Missing how the wind used to
Feel against my face
Once upon a time.
I know it's not the same,
Neither for you,
Nor for me.
But I believe this path
Was must to take
Both for you and me.
I know I'm the villain,
In a story that deserved
A happy ending.
I'm sorry to give you
Less than what
You actually deserved.
But believe me having me
Like I was would have
Only ended in pain.
So I wish on one
Rainy evening, you will
Be able to forgive me.
I don't know whether
You will ever relate to
My reasons of leaving you.
I just want you to know that
I always did, still do and
Always will care for you.
Here, where we are standing,
I want you to care less
So you hurt less.
You told me it's impossible
But that doesn't stop me
From wishing you to heal.
So that is the reason
I will not share this
Poem with you.
I Won't text you,
I won't call you or
reach out to your friends.
Even if it takes you
To hate me, please
Go on and do.
Moving on will not
Be easy but I want you
To do it for yourself.
Because, one day I
Will be but a memory,
I hope not too bad.
One day if I share this
With you, I hope you
Understand that
My heart wanted nothing
bad for you just my mind
could not withstand.
I hate how easy it is
For me to say
Goodbye to you.
I can only fare thee well
With a wish that you heal
And get all you worth.
