Mrs. Winter and Mr. Summer

19. I forget!

I'm still telling myself. Yes! You existed. Although I forget what it feels like to hold your hand in mine. I forget your voice when you told me I love you. I forget how happy I was then. You pass; As if you never existed. I've never kissed or felt your touch. You're finally passing. I can't handle this winter of ours, much less our autumn. It's hard for me every new fall without you because I hugged you for the first time just as the leaves were falling .. in the mass of people we both stand so embraced. We did not deserve this end. Now as you hug her, do you think of me? This our torturous autumn? I will forget everything, you will become just another ghost in my past. You will meet with other memories that I forget. Spring will be my new age in which I will love someone, in which I will give myself to someone new just like you once upon a time. In someone else, I will find what I lost with you. I left with you a piece of the soul ... that I want to never be revealed again.