𝓘𝓷 𝓪𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭 (Genshinx!fem pokemon trainer reader)

Chapter 3 - Memories and a storm

Location: Alola, Aether House

??? Pov

I lost her I lost her I lost her I lost her I lost her! How could I've been so weak! If I was stronger I could've saved her! Now she's lost in the Ultra wormholes like.........father.

BANG BANG BANG!

Loud banging was heard from my door. I didn't even bother to move from my bed to open it as I already knew who it was. 

"Brother, you need to get out of your room!"

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"Brother! Can you hear me?!?! Mother wants to talk to you!"

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"Everyone is worried for you!"

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"We're breaking the door down then. Silvally, use Multi-attack!"

With a swift move from both its claws, the once beautiful white door was broken into pieces. Chunks of wood flying everywhere around my room yet I couldn't care less about it. 

"Brother, please leave your room. Everyone is worried for you, even Guzma. I know its been 3 months since the incident but you can't spend the rest of your life crying in your room."

"Silvally!" Silvally cried out agreeing with Lillie.

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"Lillie," I whispered. 

"Yes brother?"

"Please leave me alone. You too Silvally." 

Tears started pouring out of my eyes after those words came out of my mouth. I've never pushed my sister away like that before, same thing with my pokemon. Lillie just stood there in shock of what I just said. While she stood there processing what I just said, Silvally started nudged my arm as if asking if I was alright. I wasn't.

I've never felt so broken before. This pain hurts even worse than the times when I was living with mother in the past. It was like someone or something made a huge impact in my life that forever changed me.

She changed me.

Ever since I met her, I felt something different happen in my life. 

She gave me happiness. 

She taught me how to love others. 

She cared for me.

She was there for me whenever I needed her.

She was my first ever human friend, my first crush.

I need her, more than ever right now, but she's gone. I cried even harder at just the thought of her not being here with me. 

I felt two arms wrap around me along with something rest on my lap. 

"Its alright brother, I'm here. I'm sure we'll find her soon so please don't cry." Lillie cooed as she hugged me tight. With those words said, I cried even harder into her arms. I was suppose to be the older sibling and yet here I am, showing my weakness to my younger sister. 

"Please, don't leave me alone." I whispered as I hugged her and Silvally tight, afraid the same thing was going to happen to them.

"Brother......" Lillie whispered. I couldn't see it, but I know she is crying as well. Silvally was also softly grunting. We miss her, we all miss her.