Something I can handle

When i turned 15

So when I turned 15 something dramatic happened in my life before then I had some small things happen but nothing like this....
I should really start off where we met .
I was 11 and just started sixth grade .

I had been raised in public schools , so when my mother transferred me to a private school for my sixth grade year I wasn't happy , not even a little ... because all the things you here about private schools especially  Christian schools so ridiculously strict and uniforms that was the worst nightmare (well my worst nightmare at least)  .. now this school was strict and they didn't have uniforms but with the dress code that might as well have  ... I was surrounded by a bunch of people who were preppy and thought they were better cause their parents could afford to send them to this school without a scholarship ... but it wasn't all bad I made some friends .. some ended up to be bad choices but other lasted .... especially one ....
he was my cousins best friend ...(I am gonna label him D )
When we met he was really solemn , and serious ... Which is the complete opposite of me .
But once I really got to know him . He was twisted and funny .
We became best friends really quickly .
He was there for me like a brother all the time .
He listened and made me laugh .
He held my back when I needed
Someone there .

Anyway , 

Well two years fly by , I threw a fit sixth grade year and tallied up quite a few detentions , but come seventh grade I had some pretty great friends and not all the teachers where awful.

But then eighth grade , my house that I have lived in almost my whole life was being taken by the bank , I didn't understand , but then it made things worse when I was told that I had to leave the friends I had come to love and a school I had grown on , at the end of my eighth grade year ( literally there were two months left in school) I was being transferred to a new school  ...  When I left , I lost most of my friends but a couple stayed , they texted me whenever we got the chance which was almost everyday , it was great .

My best friend stayed , mine and D's friendship never changed we texted everyday non-stop , when I really liked this guy from my church that I knew since I was two .. he was there to do the usual protective best guy friend thing ... he was even there to talk to me over the phone when I laided in bed crying because I found out that church boy told my bestfriend that he really didn't like me that I was just like a little sister to him ..... Even then me being a mess D was there .

D was an amazing friend for that and so much more ... I didn't think our friendship could get any better ...

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Hey guys so I feel like this is one of those one of those books where I won't really have to say much .... but I will not be revealing any names just for personal security .

Thank you lord for another wonderful day to wake up and glorify you ...
You know my thoughts and you know my struggles please help put those to rest .

Amen ,
Aly