Something I can handle

Currently

Up to today's date

I still struggle with be insecure but I'm trying really hard to learn that the lord created me for a purpose and the purpose isn't to down on myself constantly .

I've only ever had contact with my ex twice since then once was unplanned and I don't even know how he found my stuff out again because I changed everything and the second time was planned because I had to defend my boyfriend because he found out about him and decided to message him and let him know what he thought about what went down between us .
Then my ex threatened to report him to the police so I had to defend my boyfriend .

My ex then in turn told my boyfriend he was sorry and let him know he was still hung up on me which is creepy because it has been three years .

My boyfriend and I were childhood friends
And reconnected
But unfortunately we went our separate ways last September .
I call him my boyfriend on here because like I said I'm not using names and since he was more current then my ex I wrote this story about I figured I would label him as boyfriend .

He wasn't a bad guy though he was actually really good to me and he was so handsome .

I'm still stinging a little because of the way we grew apart
But hey the lord has someone in store for me so I'm trying to stay positive .

I do still struggle with anxiety and depression here and there .

But over all
I have to say I am so blessed to have gone through everything the past three years yes it was terrible and awful the things I did and went through but they taught me they helped me grow the only thing I would change would be giving up on God because God never once gave up on me !

I'm am happy to announce that I went to a local college last September to finish my high schooling    and  I'm graduating in two months !

I'm growing stronger in the lord everyday
I'm not perfect but I know the lord loves me anyway !
I GOT TO MEET THE EVANGELIST CLAYTON JENNINGS TWICE !
The lord used a Clayton Jennings video to bring me out of my depression from my ex  and get my Christian walk back on track !
Clayton is a gift from God and I know the lord will use him in so many glorious ways !
I highly suggest him to be watched !
Follow him on Facebook Instagram and YouTube !
CLAYTON JENNINGS !

 
If anyone ever needs someone to talk to please just private message me please !

I would be happy to answer questions or give advice or just to accept prayer requests !

I love you all who have read this !!! I highly appreciate it !

I hope y'all got something from this

GOD BLESS YOU ALL !!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻✝✝✝✝