Something I can handle

Time to fess up

Well
A couple weeks into the first semester now and it's the end of our school day
Me and him do our usual
Go behind the library and just spend time together
I used to think wow this is like a real live Romeo and Juliet
We live eachother so much yet our love is forbidden so we are meeting in secret .

Well today I had been thinking I'm a sophomore
I should be aloud to date by now Maybe we should talk to my parents .

So I look up at him while he is holding me .
His lips barely touching my neck but I can feel his breathe .
Head tucked into my shoulder .

"Babe." I said

" hmmmm." He replies .

The vibration of his reply sends chills down my spine so I grab his hands and move away so I can focus .

"I was comfortable why did you move ?" He scoffs with attitude .

"Don't be snippy , I need to concentrate but I can't with you breathing on my neck."

He gives a grin and raises a brow

" oh really ?" He pulls my wait closer to his .
And starts rubbing my hips with his thumbs .

"Ok now your purposely making it really hard to concentrate ."  I said trying not to groan .

" that's the point babe." He remarks .

" really honey I gotta talk to you ."

"Bout what ?"

" well I was thinking ... I'm a sophomore now and I should be aloud to start seeing someone maybe we could talk to my parents ?" I said hesitantly

He jerks back and makes this angry face .

" your joking right ? , of course your joking because if you were being serious if have to remind you what tyrants your parents are and how they would just tear us apart ! Do you want to loose me is that it ?  Good job you can't just let me be in a good mood can you !!!" He starts yelling

I grab his shirt and I pull him close to me .

" no no no , I'm sorry your right it was stupid of me to say anything ." I reply quickly in hopes of calming him down

" damn right your stupid for even thinking that . "  he snarled
He backed away .

The words stung a little but I was used to his words by now I was just sorta numb told myself he didn't mean it like that .

" babe with you forgive me if I kiss you ? Please don't leave yet ."

By this time kissing was just kinda what calmed him down my words didn't really do much but get me in trouble with him .

He perked up really quickly , he rushed over and just started kissing me he tried again to get his tongue in my mouth but I wasn't up for that yet so I just kept moving my lips .
He kept kissing me .
Moving his hands up and down my back .
Holding my hips for some time .

Then my phone started ringing it was my mom here to get me .

He let me go and rolled his eyes .

"Hello?"

" hey momma I'm on my way out ."

" ok good cause I have to talk to you."

My heart dropped .
Has she found out what I've been doing ?
Does she know ?

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Oookkkk guys I'm getting to the end probably about 2 or three more chapters sorry I haven't been updating lately .

Still going through a lot thinking Maybe I should write bout it . Maybe it will help y'all .

Might at this situation at the end of the book as a closing .

Thanks so much for those who are reading !
It really means a lot
If just one girl or maybe even guy can read my testimony and it help them than I know it was worth it .

Sorry again for the stupid less frequent updating .

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