He kisses the corner of my lips one final time before pulling away, forcing my eyes to fly wide in irritation as I see the wicked yet beautiful smirk on his lips.
"You can't tease me like that and not continue what you were about to start." I say bo...
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Same day
. . .
"You'll be okay baby."
I'm not okay.
The tears haven't stopped. The doctor ordered me on a 72 hour suicidal watch.
They made me explain everything from why I did it to now.
I don't think I could have said it if Nathaniel was in the room. But they told him and he still hasn't walked in yet. He most probably told Christian and Ronan about what's happening.
I tuck my head between my knees and don't bother wiping the tears. I hear the door open and by the amount of footsteps I can tell all of them are in here.
I'm too embarrassed and ashamed to look at them.
"Angel, look at me." Ronan says and I shake my head and my voice cracks when I say no.
I hear him sigh and feel him sit on the bed and pull me into his arms.
"You're going to be okay angel. We're here for you every step of the way. We're not leaving." He promises.
"Thank you." I whisper and I feel him press a kiss to my head.
"Can we take a look at your arm, please?" Christian asks and I hesitantly look up and wipe my tears away with a tissue that Nathaniel hands over to me.
I take a deep breath and show them my arm and I watch as they all close their eyes as their jaws clench.
"I'm sorry." I say, my voice cracking.
"Don't be sorry okay, we're not angry at you, disappointed maybe but it's in the past now and if you ever feel like doing it again, we're just one call away." Christian says and I nod, putting myself further into Ronan's warm embrace.
They make me feel so safe right now although I hate how I made them disappointed.
The door opens and my doctor walks in with Felix next to him. I send him a small smile and he sends on back full of pity.
"Miss Baranov, do you have stuff for the next three nights?" Dr Grant asks and I shake my head repling with a no.
"We'll get some things for her." Nathaniel finally speaks up and I look to him and see his eyes on me. Assessing me.
"Okay thank you, the nurse will be here in a few minutes to help you get comfortable and sorted. He will also sort out your breakfast, lunch and dinner meals so don't worry about that unless you want to order your own food." Dr Grant explains and I nod along.
He leaves and Felix asks to see the three of them outside for a moment.
Sighing once they leave, I take in my room I'll be staying in. Nathaniel got me a private room because he didn't want me staying with people I don't know.
And I'm really grateful as I know I wouldn't be comfortable with whoever I would have been placed with.
They put me in the neuro ward because the psychiatric ward was filled so I'm in extra special care.
Zoning out I think about how the next few days are going to play out. Are they going to put me on medication, hopefully sleeping pills.
I should call dad and let him know, he still hasn't gotten back to me and I'm getting even more worried.
I should ask Ronan if he can help in some way.
. . .
They dropped off my things and I left my key with them incase I needed something else.
I check what they brought and see my lace underwear and I blush at the thought of them going through my underwear draw and seeing my lingeries.
It's already the afternoon and they bought me some books to keep me entertained but I'm not in a reading mood so I'm absolutely bored.
Maybe I should take a nap.
I lay down and pull the blankets over me as the air conditioning is really cold.
. . .
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Saturday evening
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"What happened?" Christian questions. And I think back to how it all played out.
"I knocked on her door and it took her a while to open it but when she did, she looked deathly pale. And I noticed on the island that there was blood on some tissues and she was wearing a hoodie but her left hand was purple and I knew something was wrong because she wasn't even wearing her sling. So I told her to take of the hoodie and she hesitated before doing it when I saw the bandage going from her elbow to her wrist and she said she was shaving and nipped her skin and it was pretty deep but the cut couldn't be so long.
So I thought back to the report about her being admitted because of self harm and immediately came to the conclusion that she did it. So I told her I'm taking her to the doctor for the hand and when we got there, a doctor asked for permission to take off her arm and then she started crying and confessed to everything." I explain and they shake their heads.
"Did she say what made her do it?" And I shake my head and they sigh in defeat.
"What are we going to do with her. We can't leave her alone, we can't trust her to be alone anymore. Especially now." Ronan says and I fully agree with him.
"How are we going to convince her? I mean we hacked onto her laptop and saw that article she read about and clearly she has a suspicion about us. So we can say that she's in danger and it's safer for her to stay with us. Just pressure her into staying with us again." Christian speaks up and keeping quiet for too long.
"Hopefully that works but let her stay by herself for a little while and if she does it again then we'll tell her but we'll demand that she stays and give her no say." He says and nod my head.
Why princess? Why?
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Shitty chapter I know, but I don't know. Personal experience and just felt like getting it out there.🤷♀️
