𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐗𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 || 18+

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞

Friday Afternoon

. . .

When Christian and I got back to their place, Ronan looked pissed off.

And clearly it was at Christian and not me which I was happy about.

Now I'm back in 'my' room, my legs swinging back and forth, as I stare out at the view of the city.

Beautiful.

I think about all of them. Christian, Nathaniel and Ronan.

Why do I feel so attracted to them. Why do they make me feel weird. Things I've never felt. I'm not saying I love them but I know I'm attracted to them.

But I can't be because two of them are my professors and Ronan, I shouldn't even be here in the first place.

Sighing, I ran my hand through my hair in frustration.

I slowly get off the bed and limp towards the bathroom. Whimpering in pain and cursing myself for not taking an pain killers.

I make it to the shower and turn on the faucets and strip myself bare. I release a sigh of pleasure as the water hits my back.

I grab the body wash and my sponge and wash my body, getting rid of the sweat.

I put my head under the water, letting it spill over my face.

I wonder what the three of them would do if they were here. Seeing me, maybe touching me, pleasuring me.

I gasp at my thoughts and I look down to see my hand just over my core. I remove it and step out and grab a towel when I see two figures at the door.

Squealing in surprise, the towel drops and I see Nathaniel and Ronan standing there, their mouths parted as they stare at me with something in their eyes that I can't decipher.

I grab the towel off the floor and quickly wrap it around my body.

"What are you doing?!" I whisper-yell. As they clear their throats, looking at one another.

"Uh, we a didn't hear the shower on. And we just wanted to check up on you. We're sorry, we didn't mean to walk up on you, um naked." Ronan says scratching the back of his neck but never taking his eyes off of me.

They didn't mean too.

"Can you um, leave so I can change. Please." I ask and they nod and leave the room.

I exit the bathroom and walk well more like limp to my bag and grab some shorts and a shirt. Then grabbing some socks and slide them on when I suddenly feel light headed.

I try and make it to the bed when everything goes black. I take in a shaky breath and try and grab something when I hear the door slam shut and someone pull me into their arms. Carefully they lift me up and place me on the bed as my vision comes back to normal.

Glancing up I see Nathaniel looking me, worry written all over his face.

"You okay princess?" he places his arms around me, holding me. Blushing at how close we are.

"Yeah sorry. I just felt light headed out of nowhere." I pull back from our position and see him frowning down on me.

"What we're you doing before you felt like that?" He asks.

"I was bending down to put my socks on and that's when I felt light headed." He nods as he looks down at my exposed legs making me closed them, causing him to smirk.

"Well you bending down for too long made you feel like that." He says and I freeze when his finger tips touches my thigh.

I could feel him getting on top of me. I thrashed but he was able to still pin me down. I felt him unbuckling my pants before he dragged them down, including my panties.

"Hey hey, you're okay. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to touch you. It wasn't my intention to make you feel like that. I wasn't touching you like he was, okay?" He reassures me and I nod along, showing I agree with him.

He's crouched in front of me, holding my shaking hands as his thumb strokes my fingers.

We stay silent for a few moments before he speaks again.

"If you're feeling okay enough, can I take you to see our library. Christian told us that you're quite the reader." I answer with a yes please.

He pulls me off the bed walks guides me to their library.

"May I ask when you and Christian are going back to classes?" I scratch my arm.

"On Monday, Ronan will be working from his office here so he can keep an eye on you and make sure you're okay. And we spoke to the headmaster and he approved with you being able to do online classes until you're fit to come back onto campus." He explains looking over his shoulder.

That's a relief. I don't think I would be able to cope with walking home and being around more males that I don't know.

And I'm not saying I know Ronan, Nathaniel and Christian bit I feel safe with them but they still intimidate me with those stares.

Now that I think about it, I should've just taken a taxi instead of walking. It was stupid of me. And normally I'm so anxious about walking by myself in a unknown area. I didn't know why I didn't use my brain for once.

But when I leave in a few days then I'll definitely use a taxi to and from the café, where I'll most likely have my lectures.

I come out of my thoughts when I walked into Nathaniel's back. I apologise and he opens the door for me. Gesturing for me to go in first.

I do so and I'm immediately amazed by how huge the library is and how exquisite it is. The amount of books it has it outstanding.

I brush my fingers along a few of the books closet to me and take in the place. Twirling around and seeing all the shelfs filled to the max with old and new books.

Smiling at the feeling of it being one of my safe spaces for now, I breath in the smell of the books. Sighing in relief, I turn around and meet Nathaniel's eyes.

He smirks and runs his tongue on the inside of his teeth before smiling at me.

"Come on, once you're done I need your help with something." He says and I take in the sight for a few moments longer before following him out.