Thursday, Afternoon.
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TW: Mention of Sexual Assualt
"Thank you." I say to Amy, the maid, who smiles at me before leaving and closing the door.
She helped me bath, well shower really, and then put on my clothes. Which is just some shorts and one of Ronan's shirts.
I couldn't stop thinking about what that man did. I hated it, I hated him so much that I felt the need to throw up everytime it came to my head. I felt so dirty. The pressure of the man's fingers was prominent against my throat.
Amy kept on asking if I was okay because I looked sick to the face. But I just wanted to cry and not be disturbed, yet I feel so ungrateful thinking about that when their just trying to make my life easier by helping.
Why am I so ungrateful?
You deserve every bad thing that comes to you, mother had screamed at me.
She never cared for me growing up. Especially as a baby, she hired a full time nanny, Miss Amel, to bring me up. Mother then kicked Miss Amel out when I was around four because I no longer needed her and could take care of myself. Why was she so jealous?Why did I deserve this?
What did I do to deserve this?
I heard a knock, wiped my tears and tried to look stronger than I felt.
"Come in." Cursing myself when my voice cracked.
"You ready to talk?" Dr Hidalgo asks and I nod even though I'm not.
Might as well get this over and done with. Sighing I brace myself so that I don't cry because that would just be embarrassing.
"Do you want to ask us questions or should we first?" Ronan questions.
"Can I go please." I responded and they all nod.
"What did you guys do to the man that attacked me?" I question and all of their jaws clench.
"This might scare but we don't like to lie so the truth is that Nathaniel and I beat him up but he fled and our concern was more on you so he got away but we informed the police and they're trying to find him."
He says and I'm not scared of what they did. I'm relieved really but I'm more scared of the fact that he can still come after me.Nathaniel? Which one of my professors is that.
"I-I'm scared that he's going to come after me. Because he's most likely angry at you for what you did to him so he'll retaliate and come after me again." I look down as I start to dig my nails into my skin.
"We won't let him get to you, I can promise that, okay?" Dr Hidalgo says and I look up meeting his eyes as I nod.
"Why am I here and not in a hospital?" I question, something that I'm really curious to know.
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