He kisses the corner of my lips one final time before pulling away, forcing my eyes to fly wide in irritation as I see the wicked yet beautiful smirk on his lips.
"You can't tease me like that and not continue what you were about to start." I say bo...
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TW - Mentions of self-harm.
I ended up in a hotel, I turned my phone and location off so they couldn't track me.
It's not like I could run to my dad because he was away for business for the next week. And I don't want to bother him.
And I have no one else to talk too. I couldn't go home because Rowan was there.
I've never felt this betrayed before. It's the fact that they begged me for another chance.
I them gave another chance and they fuck it up by going and having their fun with another women.
Was I too hard on them that they changed their minds. I mean Nathaniel literally asked me out earlier today and I declined because it was only the next day after I decided to take them back.
And they go and ruin everything.
I deleted their numbers while I was on the way here. I'm never talking to them again.
The tears don't stop running down as I try wiping them away.
They chose the worst time to do this and now during finals I have to face them.
Maybe I should just leave. There no point in staying here. I mean, I'll be safer by being as far away from them.
I should've listened to that voice when it told me to run.
Why am I so stupid. Why do I keep making stupid decisions that end hurting me more than it does others.
I come to a final decision that I'm going back to England and I'll find some place to stay and I'll get a car. I'll have to transfer universities.
I would have to move on eventually. Just not now.
I'm going to tell dad tomorrow once I go back to my place and I have to start packing my things.
I don't think I'll be able to say goodbye to Grayson and Lily. They've grown a little place in my heart.
Shaking my head, I sigh in disappointment. Not from what I just saw but because of what I did.
I listened to my heart instead of my brain and look where it lead me to.
Anger seepes in as I think back to their actions. The feeling of betrayal coming right back.
Suddenly wanting to self-harm I grip onto the sheets to stop myself before I do it, taking in deep breaths slowly to calm myself down.
Come on, you can do this. Breathe.
. . .
I wasn't able to fall asleep. I ended up turning on my phone but still kept my location off.
I had over a hundred missed calls from each of them, including Rowan and dad.
