Two people bound by their unusual past.
One wants to go back.
The other has no idea.
Until their love finds its own way to each other.
(The setting is in Texas, USA)
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You held your breath and the door for me. -AM
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Bukod sa iisang kuwarto ang naka-reserve sa amin at hindi ko alam kung paano kami matutulog ngayong gabi, everything was amazingly awesome!
Nasanay na akong nakaalalay lagi si Jordan. From opening the door for me. Making sure that I eat well. Carrying all my things or seating me comfortably. Hindi ko alam kung magti-take advantage na lang ako palagi o iiwas. Natatakot akong baka masanay ako. I also had this dread feeling na dapat ay ibinibigay niya ang atensiyong ito sa girlfriend at hindi sa akin. Inaatake pa rin ako ng konsensiya. Hindi ko masabi sa kanya because the last time I did, it created a bad air between us. Ayaw ko naman ng gano'n.
Ayoko nang mag-away kami dahil sa mga issue ko. I had a notion to just enjoy this until it last with as little damage to me as possible. Ibig sabihin, hahayaan ko pero hindi ako dapat mahulog.
Men were basically flirt kaya ganito siya pero kung hindi ko naman i-entertain ay siguradong wala naman itong kapupuntahan. I should have a control on all things. Puwede ko siyang hayaang magpaka-gentleman because it seemed that it was really who he is, pero hanggang doon lang.
I smiled when he gave me the whole buko with a straw. Sumipsip ako. Ang tamis! Mas matamis pa sa ganito sa Thailand, and I considered that really sweet, parang may asukal nang itanim nila.
Naglakad kami sa gilid ng dagat. It was a calming sight. "I enjoyed today," sabi ko sa kanya. He was carrying his own young coconut.
"I'm glad. I hope you'll enjoy the whole week."
"I think I will." And being me, I have to ask what's gnawing in my head. "Paano ang sleeping arrangement natin mamaya? I can sleep on the couch."
"I have another room reserved just in case."
Napatingin ako sa kanya. "What do you mean?"
"Naisip ko na aalma ka so I made the reservation."
Huminto ako sa paglalakad at hinarap siya. "Puwede mo pa bang i-cancel iyon? Ang dami mo nang gastos. Pati arte ko ginagastusan mo."
He did the same thing and faced me. "I always want you comfortable."
"I noticed. Hindi naman ako mahirap kasama. I am so sorry that I always complain. Pinipilit ko namang iwasan iyon. Kaya lang, naaalala ko lagi ang girlfriend mo."
"I understand."
"Please, I-cancel mo 'yong isang room. King size naman 'yong kama. Even if we sleep in the same bed ni hindi tayo magtatagpo."
He looked at me as if asking: Are you sure about that?
"Hindi ako malikot matulog. At may malaking couch, I could even sleep there kasi hindi ka naman kasya doon dahil matangkad ka."
