•°*∆ѕσηɡ ɓίɾδ∆*°• (Bill cipher x reader)

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(TRIGGER WARNING: SEXUAL ASSAULT/RAPE)

(Y/N's POV)
by myself, i cried in my bed, clothes belonging to ms laying around the floor. i wimperd into my palms, the scene from last night replaying through my head. samuel had trapped me here, and i had a feeling i wouldnt be leaving.

it had been three weeks since bill disappeared, i hoped he would come save me, i would be fine. But after what samuel did to me last night, i knew i was back were i started, with my mother.

i felt horrible for trusing sameul, he may had been correct at the time, but follwing him was the worst decision i ever made. bill gave me my life back, and just i threw it away.

i kicked the sweaty sheets off, the fabirc not smelling like me anymore. i let out a cry when my feet hit the ground, pain scorhing through my lower body. i wobbled to my clothes, gathering a clean pair of pijamas, even if it was morning.

i made my way to the bathroom, looking at myself in the mirror. purple brusies lined my collor bone, even a red slap was painted at my cheek, right under my eye. i sighed, hopping into the shower.

after washing up, i dried myself and got dressed. my body thanking me for the care. i walked slowly out of the bathroom, only to lifted up by my right arm, hanging there.

samuel stared down onto me, his sinister eyes penetrating mine as he brought his free hand to my cheek. he caressed the slap mark with soft eyes.

"good morning sweetie~" he hummed, i almost vomited.

"i hate you." i spat, not caring what i said. his brows furrowed, showing he didnt like what i had said.

he dropped my body to the floor, erputing with a thud as i hit the ground.

"watch your tone." he ended, walking out and locking the door. everyday he did this, everynight he raped me, just to lock my cold, hungry form inside my own room. its old kind nature now seemed like a prison.

i stumbled on my bed, stripping it of its sheets and throwing them to the floor. i fell onto the bare matress and started to sob loudly, kicking and screming at the top of my lungs.

it wasnt long before he stromed up the stairs, shouted at me to 'shut the hell up' and left once again. i cried more this time, but quiter, i knew i wasnt getting any food today.

it was like my mother was back, samuel's so similar to her it baffels me i didnt recognize sooner.

the worst part about Samuel though , was every time i looked at him i saw bill. i still remember bill, very clearly in fact, but samuel would never let me forget him anyways. almost every free moment he had he spent it on reminding me what i did, how i betrayed bill by kissing him. he's told me this so many times that im convinced that it was alll my fault, sad i know.

samuel also explained to me how the only reason he got close to me in the first place was to kill bill, but now he says i dragged him into this, i was the reason hes disobeying orders.

i hope one day the "boss" comes to take samuel away one day for not doing his job, then i could be alone again, then i could find bill and tell him how sorry i was.

after clearing my clouded head, i traveled downstairs to the kitchen. planning on begging Samuel for breakfast.

however, when i reached the table, Samuel was already there. a pan laid under the fryer, eggs being tossed on its hot surface. samuel must have heard me come in, cause he turned around to face me smiling wide.

"there you are girl~ eat up what i made you." he placed a clean plate in front of me on the table, and then proceeded to dump the hot eggs onto it.

i sat there stiff for a moment, poking the eggs with my fork, knowing they were burning. this didnt make Samuel happy.

"arnt you gonna eat?" he crossed his arms. i jumped softly, stuttering in a attempt to explain myself.

"i-im going to eat, i-its just to h-hot right now." samuel sighed, uncrossing his arms while walking to the sink, dropping the pan into it with a clank.

"you know why i decided to feed you today right?" he questioned, i knew i had to answer.

"no, sir.." hearing me say sir seemed to calm him a bit, and i knew it would.

"its because im leaving today, not forever, but on an arrand. im letting you stay home, i trust you not to try and run away, cause if i catch you. you know what wil happen." he side eyed me from the sink, truning on the fauvet as i finally took a bite of my food.

i nodded, letting out a quit 'yes, sir' as i continued to finsih my breakfast.

it had been a long time since i was left alone, the last time proabably during my time with bill. i would be lying if i said i wasnt excited, that was until samuel slapped a paper on the surface to my right.

"but just to make sure you stay busy, these should be done by the time i get home."

i glaced at the list, noticing several tasks i had done earlier in the weeks. this casued me to accedently speak out.

"b-but i did most of these already! i just cleaned the bathrooms yesterday!" thats when i was met with a slap to the face.

"i dont care if you already did them, your doing them again. and dont talk back to me next time." i didnt say a word as he finshed his sentence, picking my meal up and scraping my still full plate into the garbage. I lost my appetite.

"i swear your never gratful for what i give you." samuel said and grabbed his cain and hat, walking to the door. he was almost outside before he yelled at me a reminder how the list should be done before he gets back. then he slammed the door and left. and i sat in that lonely house, hungry and yearning for bill.