chapter 4 - she is bleeding
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"Except you, we are going to finish our unfinished business awhile ago." saka sya nagsmirk. Nakita kong nakaclose narin mga bintana. Waaaahhhhh..
OMG! O_O
"Ano ba kelangan nyo sakin ha?" mejo naiinis na sabi ko.
"You dare to mess up with us, you'll get what you deserve." sabi ni TJ saka nya ako kwinelyuhan.
Why is everything has to remind me of my past???T-that line, he use to say that when somebody gets in the way. *iling - iling* STop this nonsense Tricia. That's all in the past now.
*(mga naaalala nya sa past)*
"You dare to mess up with us, you'll get what you deserve" sabi nya while holding the guy, kwinelyuhan nya. The guy almost choked.
"Stop now, calm down okay?" sabi ko sa kanya, ako lang ang kayang kumontrol sa galit nya.
"I wont stop until he is dead. He disrespected you, how do you expect me to react on that?" galit na sabi nya,at mas lalong hinihigpitan ang hawak dun sa lalaki.
Kasi naman eh, yang lalaking yan, he accidentally touch my legs, tapos nakita nya, and misunderstood it.
"It was an accident okay? And you tell me, I can handle this by myself you know." saka ako nagsmile, at hinawakan ang fist nya.Unti unti namang nagloose ang grip nya dun sa lalaki.
"I-im sorry, I just don't like how guys look at you with lust, I don't like them touching you. And I just don't wan to loose you." parang napakamiserable sya dahil lang dun? And I find it so possessive, yet so sweet.
"Its okay. Just control your emotions, and I promise, im going to stay by your side, my Mikey. :")"
"That's a promise okay?" and I just smiled at him.
He is possessive , but I know behind those attitude of him, he just want to protect me. staying beside him is a promise but sadly I just broke that promise. Im sorry Mikey.
*flashback ends*
"Oh ano, takot ka na? Aatras ka na? HA! wala ka naman pala ipapalag eh." maangas na sabi ni TJ.
*thump*
"Ouch, fuck. What the fuck is your problem?" galit na sabi nya habang hawak yung ano nya. Basta,tinuhod ko kasi.
"Tinatanong mo ako kung ano ang problema ko? IKAW< kayo.*Sabay turo sa mga kasamahan nya* .. Umiiwas na ako sa gulo kaya pwede ba tigilan nyo na ako?" galit narin ako. Kaya ang ginawa ko, lumabas na lang ako dun, leaving them there while helping TJ to get up.
And I don't think I can hold these tears any much longer. But I promised him not to cry anymore, atleast kahit sa promise ko na toh kaya kong gawin. I no longer want any people to think im weak. He told me, "Crying infront of others make them thinks you are weak."
Pagkalabas ko dun, andamin tao. As in,parang andun lahat ang mga students.
"Bakit wala manlang sya kasugat sugat?"
"Para naman syang hindi sinaktan"
"ano kaya nangyari dun sa loob?"
Bulong nila, pero rinig ko naman. Bago pa ako kuyugin ulit ng mga tao, umalis na ako dun. Ayoko na masangkot sa kung ano mang commotion or gulo jan.
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Nakakita ako ng isang bench ditto, sa silong ng isang puno, actually nasa likod ito ng gym eh. Mukhang tahimik, at walang storbo. Kaya ditto muna ako.
"I miss you, I wish wherever you are, I wish you are happy. Im not wishing for you to come back. But please, I just want to forget how painful it is to live.....without you."
I just closed my eyes, ayokong umiyak. Huminga nalang ako ng malalim to prevent myself to cry. Kahit 4 years na ang lumipas, hindi parin sya maalis sa isipan ko.Time flies, but my feelings still stays the same.
Nikko's POV
Nakarinig ako ng mga yabag papunta sa tambayan ko, ditto sa likod ng gym. Ito na lang kasi ang place kung saan pwede akong mapag-isa.
Biglang tumahimik ang paligid, then sumilip ako, nakita ko yung babae kagabi. Sya yun eh.Tanda ko pa mukha nun, tsk, grabe, ,muntik na nya kaming natalo. It would be a bad reputation for our gang na may isang babae ang tatalo sa amin.
Lalapitan ko na sana sya para mabigyan ng leksyon, but bigla syang nagsalita.
"I miss you, I wish wherever you are, I wish you are happy. Im not wishing for you to come back. But please, I just want to forget how painful it is to live.....without you."
And I don't know, she said those lines.As if I can also feel her pain..
She may be tough outside, but I know deep inside her,she is bleeding.....
BINABASA MO ANG
Satan's Daughter (Editing)
Lãng mạnNo one really knows me, no one understands me, people judge me, and im tired of being a saint who will always be okay after all the shits they make.