Losing you

Chapter 17

A/N
So it's currently 3:26am and I'm having a mental brake down and all these bottled up feelings just exploded and I guess I'll put all these negative feelings to use. Sorry for the late update. Things have happened and they got out of order.
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Nash's P.O.V

I ran to the elevator drenched with water trickling down my face into the ground

I went to the 15nth floor, hopped out the elevator and looked for the 456th room

Damn a lot of rooms for just a building

Once I found it I opened the door and saw Bart sitting down in a large circle table seated with professional looking men

Bart looked at me in surprise and got up instantly

"Excuse me for a minute" he said as he looked at the main man in the tux

He's probably the Boss

The man replied with a simple nod but his face was covered in annoyance

Bart hurriedly came walking to me pushing me out and closing the door gently

"What are you doing here?!!" He whisper yelled

Right when I was about to answer he cut me off

"And where have you been?!!" He whisper yelled again

I was about to tell him but he cut me off. Again

"Look that doesn't matter right now just go back to the hotel and tell everyone to unpack their things" he said lowering his voice at the last pair of words

"Huh?" I asked clearly confused

"We can't afford to pay the tickets for all of us for the plane. And I was trying to convince the people there to help us pay for the bill for renting the places, planes, food and it just can't be done I-it cant" he said as he held his face to his hands, shaking his head

Yay at least April gets to stay. But Bart. He's going through slot just for us

Bart looked up and I gave him a sad smile. I patted his back and said

"Look it's okay, just forget it ever happened man. We're all cool with staying here for a while and we're also thankful for all the effort and work you do for us just to make us happy"

He looked at me and smiled

"Now let's go get some coffee. My treat" I said smiling

"Yeah because according to Matt deep inside we're all basic white girls" he said with a laugh

"Haha yea" I said chuckling

"But what about your meeting?" I asked

"Fuck those guys they're not going to help me in anything so why waste time with them" he said

"Amen" I answered

Matthews P.O.V

Me and Shawn stood straight across from eachother

Shawn was looking at me with pleading eyes

Probably wanting the answer to why he found a blade in the bathroom

"Cmon Matt" he said

"You can tell me anything" he said looking straight into my eyes

I felt my eyes get watery and my nose started to sting

"Matt is there something you want to tell me?" He asked

Yes

I just shook my head no

"Matt if you need to tell me something tell me now. I'll be hurt if I have to find these things out on my own" he said looking down clutching the blade in his hand

"S-shawn" I searched for words

"I-I just can't" I said truthfully

I expected him to ask me more questions but he just engulfed me in a hug

I hugged him back tears threatening to fall

"It's okay." was all he said

We let go and he gave me a warm smile (which I returned) and walked back to his room

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So is currently 4:28am and I'm still awake but tired. I know it's short and it don't really have sad emotions in it but I'm listening to Shawn's covers and it's like they wiped my tears. Thanks for reading
Stay sting and remember to smile

- Karo xx