Losing you

Chapter 6

Nash's P.O.V

I woke up this morning and all I could think of was about Hate fans gave me.

I don't even know why I just did. After Matt came yesterday he looked real happy and so I didn't tell him that I needed to talk.

I just kept it to myself, and I'm not proud of that. I didn't want him to worry about me and my stupid problems it's better for me to keep my mouth shut and not say anything.

I didn't feel like eating or getting up at all. I just wanted to stay hidden in this bed my whole life

Matt's P.O.V

Wow I woke up this morning feeling a little bit better than yesterday. We had nothing planned for today so I decided to hang out with April today, hope she doesn't think I'm weird for doing that

Matthew: Heylooo Its Matthew, I was wondering if you wanted to hang out today?? Oh and thanks for not texting me last night. Appreciated it.

I waited for her reply and it came in like 3 min

April: Yea I'd love to hang and sorry I didn't txt ya last night I guess I got tired and slept early

Matthew: lol nah it's okay and yea I get it. Pick you up in 30min

April: Kay see yuh in 30

Yay ima hang with Aprill today and man I'm soo hyped!!!!

I hopped out my bed and stretched I turned to go to the bathroom until I saw Carter talking in his sleep saying how he wants to eat a bowling ball. Weirdo, nvm I shouldn't be talking

I walked to the bathroom and got ready for my day with April

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A/N
Sorry k only updated a little in a long period of time. I don't know I just don't know what's been happening lately. It's just that one day I woke up with a different feeling and I feel so detached from everything and all these negative thoughts are coming back to my head again. Whatever it's probably the stress I don't know but I'm not feeling myself sorry for not updating in some time I'll try to get another update as soon as possible. Sorry