Losing you

Chapter 7

Aprils P.O.V

I just sat there and cried

Why? Why am I so stupid??

I thought I made a new friend I was wrong.

•••Before incident••••

Me and Matt are going to hang out all day today and I can say it's going to be fun

We went to Taco Bell and then to a carnival then we hung out at the mall and went to catch a movie there.

We were at the mall walking together enjoying eachothers company, but the thing I don't understand is that some girls shouted "MATTHEW ESPINOSA" and they ran to Matt and took a picture and he kissed their cheek

I was surprised that people actually do that I mean if your an old friend of his okay but like is a picture necessary? Like Fr it was weird. He's just a normal... well not normal but he's just a boy and how do people even know his name, like first and last name

I decided to just shrug it off and enjoy this moment I can never recreate

We were walking around the mall because our movie starts at 12:30am and it's just 10:47pm so we walked around

But weird stuff is going on like a lot of girls are coming over to Matt and taking pictures and he likes lets them?? Wtf if someone came to me like that if be weirded out but still take a picture but if like a whole lotta ppl come then that's really fucking weird no lie.

We were finally walking together just talking without girls taking pictures with him and stuff

We just came out of hot topic with some bags and this girl came up to Matthew and started talking to him and not that type of talk but like flirting talk

He being the sweet kid he is talked to her took a picture with her

And they kept talking....

And talking...

And talking...

I didn't like this at all I mean like we came to hang out together

Just us not her

I wasn't jealous or anything it's just that I don't like it when people want to hang out with you and on the way they see someone else and have like a 5 hour long conversation and your just standing like in the side just....waiting

It's like he replaced me in an instant

Well DUHH everyone wants to replace you April

Matthew doesn't

Yea what do you think he's trying to do right now

He's just talking to a girl

A girl who isn't you

He's going to stop talking to her in a while

A long while

Shut up

I can't believe this is happening. Not that it's new to me it's just that I thought Matthew would be different

He's sweet and all but I would never picture Matthew and this girl actually being friends she's fake

A lot of makeup and a fake tan and some tiny pieces of "clothes" covering her boobs and her crotch just by a little

I was just standing there and she told Matthew to sign her iPhone and she turned to look at me and stuck her middle finger out at me while Matthew was signing her phone

Bitch

And with that I left.

I honestly didn't want to leave Matthew but I've been standing here for like 30min and this thing isn't ending, so I went wandering around the mall

***********

The movie starts in 26 min and Matt isn't here yet

Ever since I left him with that girl I haven't seen any sign of him

So me being me I decided to call him

Matthew: Hello?

April: Where are you? Our movie starts in 25 minutes

Matthew: Sorry I got carried away

April: That's okay Matt, but when are you getting here I'm waiting for you

Matthew: Umm...April there's a problem

April: What is it?

Matthew: I'm not at the mall

April: What? Are you outside or something?

Matthew: Ummm...no actually I'm in a amusement park with Madeline

April: W-who's Madeline?

Matthew: It's the girl you saw me earlier with, she...uh..wanted to go to the amusement park with me and I couldn't say no, we just got along so well

April: oh...sorry to bother you and your day with Madeline

Matthew: Your okay with this right? No hard feelings?

April: There were none to start with

Matthew: April I'm so sor-

I hung up.

I couldn't talk to him without breaking down in tears

I ran home which wasn't far from here only like a couple blocks and since I had a key to my house i ran inside and straight to my bedroom.

No one was home and I threw my bags to the ground and threw myself to my bed and just cried

The thoughts taking over my head

I thought I could trust someone, I thought I made a friend, I thought finally, someone knew my name

I thought.