Losing you

Chapter 12

Aprils P.O.V

He crashed his lips onto mine. I stood there stiff and wide eyed

I tried stepping back to pull away from his kiss But then pulled me closer by my waist with one hand and grabbed on tightly which hurt me because his fingers were right ontop of my scars squeezing them. Then with the other hand he started grabbing my but

I raised my hands to his chest to push him away but he didn't budge

I tried pulling away again but he wouldn't let go and he grabbed my but tighter squeezing it

Oh hell no

I got mad. Real mad.

Once I got myself out of his grip I stepped back then I slapped him with all my strength

He stood there with a surprised expression on his face while he lifted his hand up to his red cheek

I on the other hand had a furious expression on mine

"What the fuck is your Problem??!!" I yelled at him

He stayed quiet. Probably in shame.

Should be

"I said what's your fucking problem?!!" I yelled at him

"I should of known better" I mumbled walking away with anger boiling through me.

Nash's P.O.V

"I should of known better" I heard her mumble while she walked away

Wow Nash.

You Finally met a decent person who wants to know you and not for fame but for you and you still managed to drive her away.

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

I actually don't know why I kissed her. The hormones got to me. It's been almost 3 years since I actually kissed a girl. On the lips. And not because she was a fan or because I was paid to because I wanted to

I couldn't control myself she was amazing. And her soft lips on mine. I didn't want to let go I wanted to keep going but without her struggling to get away. I want more but I want her to enjoy it as much as I did. Without getting slapped at the end of course

How the fuck do you plan on getting more if you drive her away dumb shit?

I sighed and walked over to the swing that she was sitting on and sat on it.

Really your going to let her go like that?

Your right I need to find her

I thought about it for a while then I immediately got up, made up my mind and ran the way I saw her leave

"APRIL!!!!" I yelled after her

Aprils P.O.V

Anger took over my body. I can't believe that stupid Nash kid.

Don't get me wrong I'd love to kiss him. But I barley met him.

I don't know he pulled me to him. I was forced to kiss him. He forced me to kiss him. I don't think you'll understand.

I have been abused and forced to do things with someone else. And I hate it its horrible

People would use you for your body. They don't care about your life or your mind only your body.

What would you do if someone forces you to kiss them while touching you? Not the best feeling huh? They make you do things that you don't want to its horrible