Beauty ruled a Beast

Chapter 36

Warning : Medyo SPG!

"He's naturally nice. It's not surprised that he forgive me easily." Bagsak ang balikat na sabi ni Senon.

After he apologized for forgetting about Sebastian when he was in danger. As we expected, Sebastian forgive him easily without thinking twice. That's what Senon can't accept even though he should be happy that he was forgiven. On the other hand, Alexandria's still mad at him, so as Nef. The two has the same opinion about what he did and they both don't like it.

That same day, at night, Nef did his best to put his father back to jail. It was successful when they found him in a mountain with some prisoners who escaped with him. Sumama rin ito sa mga pulis at hindi na nanlaban pa.

Even after knowing that there's no danger anymore. Sebastian still didn't come to school and continue his home schooling. He never left the house for everyone's peace of mind. Although, I want to be with him and date him somewhere, I chose his safety first than sorry.

We only dated in the tree house and he seems to like it more than going out. I'm fine anywhere as long as he's with me. That's what we do for the rest of the days that I can be with him. I even think about his operation than my own graduation. Worried about what will happen next.

It never leave my mind. The thought that he might change his mind after that. He maybe doesn't want me anymore. He can freely decide on his own anyway. And I don't want to get ahead of him. I want him to think for his own happiness than mine. I don't want to be chosen because he pity me.

"I was hoping you send me with a smile. I did expect you sad. What are you thinking?" Tanong niya.

Tumitig ako ng diretso sa mga mata niya bago bumuntong hininga. Kahit anong gawin ko, hindi mawala sa isip ko ang mangyayari pagtapos ng operasyon niya.

I'm happy that he'll be fine at last. But I can't helped but feel the pain in my chest whenever I think that he won't like me anymore after that.

"They'll just change my heart for me to get better. But that doesn't mean my feelings for you will change too." Seryoso niyang sinabi.

My lips parted while he raised an eyebrow. That made me smile and try to forget about my negative thoughts. He always has a way to make me feel better. I know that I am depending on him too much. I don't know what to do, if ever, he really doesn't want me anymore. But instead of thinking about it, I smiled at him and kissed his forehead.

I need to forget about my bad thoughts while he's in front of me. He can read my mind just by watching me intently.

"Don't fool me by smiling. What are you thinking? I don't want to go anymore."

Namilog ang mata ko dahil sa sinabi niya. Naramdaman ko rin ang mahinang pagsiko ni Senon sa tagiliran ko. I took a deep breath. I want to stop him from leaving but doesn't want to be selfish. In the first place, I was the one who want him to get better. He even want to die. I already changed his mind and he has a reason to live now.

That reason was me. Sebastian wants to live for me.

"I honestly don't want you to go. It's not about you changing your feelings for me. It's about me, missing you. I'm so used seeing you around." Pag-amin ko.

That's one of the reason. And the first one is the other one. I'm worried about his feelings.

He smiled, "you're such a big baby," and kissed me in the lips.

Senon cleared his throat and I can feel his death glared at me.

"I'll be back real fast if I got a chance. Just wait for me. Iniisip ko nga baka ikaw ung maghanap ng iba." Biro niya.