Beauty ruled a Beast

Chapter 40

"How's hell?"

I smiled a bit. I can still feel a little pain in my head although I already fell asleep after the last time. My head feel so heavy that even opening my eyes is hard for me. Though, I can manage to that now unlike earlier.

Iminulat ko ang mata at ang una kong nakita ay ang nakangisi niyang muka. I frowned and tried to sit on my bed. He immediately helped me to sit. I don't know why he's here and my parents aren't around. I'm guessing that they left after he came.

"Sebastian?" I asked.

I don't expect him to be here since I can still remember the last time we see each other. That's the last and the worst one.

Senon shrugged, "he'll be here later."

"Why are you here? And my parents?" Tanong ko.

"I'm in charge to look for you in the morning. You should be thankful that I am so bored to look for your ass." Si Senon bago naupo sa couch sa gilid ko.

Hindi ako umimik at nag-isip saglit.

Sebastian will be here later? Does that mean, he isn't mad at me? No. That's impossible. He must be just worried for me.

"I want to see him," sabi ko at umayos ng upo para makatayo.

Senon stand up and stopped me. He glared at me while stopping me using just one hand. I'm so weak to even start a fight to leave. I don't know why I feel tired when I slept for two weeks.

"He'll be here at night. Wait until then. He's in charge at night. Let him rest." Seryosong sinabi ni Senon.

I gritted my teeth. I can't wait for that long. I want to see him now. I want to talk to him, explain and apologize.

I gripped Senon's jacket as I looked up to him. "Please, I want to see him."

He shook his head in disapproval. "Wait until night and while you're at it, rest."

"I want to see my wife!" May diin kong sinabi ang huli.

Natigilan siya at medyo nagulat pero isang kurap lang nawalan agad siya ng emosyon sa muka.

I'm so desperate that I blurted that out. I don't plan on hiding the truth but I never told my parents about it. I got a feeling that it'll make things worst if my mother knows. But I'll tell dad if I got a chance to be with him alone.

"You finally knock your head and remember everything, huh. You cost a lot of trouble in this past years that you don't remember anything." Senon said emotionless.

Bumagsak ang balikat ko. He won't let me go.

"Respect whatever his decision once you both talk. I want him to decide for his own from now on." Makahulugang sabi ni Senon.

Natigilan ako saglit, "what happened all this five years?"

He sighed, "I'm not in the position to say anything. And I have my fair share of fault too. I want him to have all the decision from now on."

I want to ask more but I stop myself. There must be something happen while I can't remember anything. I want to know. I want to see him. I want him to be mad at me. I want him to blame me for everything. I want him to share his sorrow and hatred to me.

We're both silent after that. We only talked again when we ate lunch to catch up. After that he left me to work when I know full well he never do his work. He entrusted me not to leave and wait so I did.

I waited while thinking many things but my mind stock from the thought of my son. I was busy making up to Leah's son when all those time my son is sick. I did my fair responsibility to Limuel when my real son is having a hard time. My wife and my son are having it hard while I fooled around all this years. I should've just die after that accident.