It has been another week since the whole Bella pregnancy drama. I have been missing Embry like crazy. I roll over and see he is not here again. It has been getting pretty lonely around here.
Mom and dad ended up getting a house built to have some privacy of their own and it was finished last week so they already moved in.
Bella has done nothing but cause problems but now it is causing problems in my marriage. He is never around anymore and it is getting annoying. I get up and shower before going and making breakfast for Zoey. While I am cooking I continue to get in an even worse mood.
I am cut out of my thoughts when Emrby comes through the door. I just keep cooking and don't say much. He comes over to me and hugs me from behind.
I am trying not to let me pregnancy hormones get to me. I just want to cry because I have missed his touch. I can't help but fall into his embrace.
He places his head into my neck and rubs my belly. My eyes are starting to tear up because this is the most affection I have gotten in almost 2 weeks. I do not even notice that a tear falls until Embry stands up and turns me around to him. His face laces with worry as soon as he sees my teary eyes.
"Baby?" He says concerned.
"It's nothing I am fine sweetness." I say turning around going back to finishing breakfast.
Once breakfast is done I go get the girls. I take care of Natalia while zoey eats. It is awkwardly silent right now. Soon zoey goes upstairs to shower, and I place Natalia in her bouncer.
"Are you gonna tell me what is wrong now?" Embry asks.
"I'm just annoyed Emrby. This is the most you have held me or spent time with me in almost 2 weeks. I just miss you." I say quietly cleaning up the kitchen.
"I know. But I am doing my job Violet."
"Yeah I know. I get that." I say shrugging my shoulders. "I just hate that it's putting a distance between us and our marriage. Embry we never get a break from this fucking bitch and now patrols are longer and more often and I am trying to be understand but I just want to be with you." I say as my voice starts to rise.
Embry is tired and we are spending our time fighting and arguing.
"I cannot help that I am doing my job Violet. This is what I was born to do. To protect. I know it sucks and I am sorry. But do we have to be together all the time? Isn't distance good sometimes?" He asks.
That hits my hormones like a wall. And it breaks me. I just nod my head.
"Yeah that's fine. I'll give you some more space. I'll message Rose and see if she can go with me to get some baby stuff today." And I walk out the room not even turning around as he calls out my name.
When I get to my room I grab my phone and text Rose.
Violet💜: hey. So umm Embry and I kinda got into an argument so I was wondering if you'd wanna have girls day today in port angeles?
I place my phone down and just sit and let my tears fall. I know I am emotional right now but I just didn't expect him to say that to me after all this time of being apart. I never realized he may want space. I hear my phone go off and see Rose texted me back.
Rose🌹: yeah that sounds great actually. Get zoey ready and I will be there soon. Around noon ish.
Violet💜: sounds perfect.
After responding I go to Zoey's room. "Hey sweetie, get ready to leave around noon. Us and Aunt Rose are gonna have a girls day and get some baby stuff."
"Okay momma." She says.
As I am going back to my room I see Embry pacing our room. I do not acknowledge him and I call mom.
"Hey, sorry to bother you last minute, but Rose, Zoey and I are going to have a girls day and get a few things for the babies. Can you watch Natalia for me please?" I ask.
"Yeah of course. Just bring her by when you leave."
I hang up the phone and go to the closet to put on a dress. I look to see Embry still pacing and looking at me.
"Baby please talk to me." He says.
"Embry, I love you. But I am giving you the space that you want." I say with a weak voice.
I go back to getting ready and soon Rose arrives. I make sure everything is together for mom to watch Natalia. Zoey is already outside getting in the car. I debate on going and giving Embry a kiss or if I should just leave. After my inner battle, I walk up to him and softly kiss his lips and just walk out the door without saying a word.
I get Natalia loaded up and we head to moms. "You wanna talk about it?" Rose asks.
"Not yet. I will soon though. I'll play music for Zoey so she won't hear me." I tell Rose.
She just nods her head and pulls up to mom and dads.
They are already standing outside waiting for us. We talk for a few minutes and then I get back into the car. I turn the music on for Zoey. Once I know she cannot hear me, I begin to tell Rose about how I have been feeling over the last two weeks, missing Embry, and then the argument this morning.
"I know he probably did not mean anything by asking if we had to be together all the time but it hurt you know? He has never been like that. He has always wanted to be together. So it just caught me off guard and screwed with my emotions. I know he is stressed right now because of Bella but still. I miss my husband." I tell her.
"Yeah I totally get it." She goes to explaining how her and Jared do not spend much time together either. After we finish ranting to each other we arrive to the mall and start our day.
If only we knew what was about to happen. I would have stayed home...
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