Deer In Headlights [Minizerk]

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Hi guys! I'm super proud to announce that this will be my first ever book on this account! Of course I have my oneshots, but this will be my first full story.

Some of you know me from my old account - FauxNotAQuiff. A little context is needed.

I was suffering from severe paranoia and had several undiagnosed mental health and neurological disorders. We all thought I just had general anxiety and ptsd, but it turned out I actually had no anxiety, it was undiagnosed autism and combination adhd. The other diagnosises soon followed as the comorbidities started to add up all of my behaviours, borderline personality disorder, cptsd, ocd, paranoia.

A lot of my paranoia was centred around my account and the fear that people I knew irl were reading my books, using them to gain information on me to later humiliate me. My paranoia won over and I got scared and took down my entire account without telling anyone. All over one message in my wattpad inbox saying "I need to ask you something".

Finally after much therapy and getting diagnosed at last, I feel ready to come back, truly ready. Other times I tried to come back and immediately suffocated under the pressure, but this time I'm super excited.

Anyone who is here and knows of my old account, welcome to this new chapter of my life that starts with this book. Anyone who is new, I hope that my writing can make you feel the same way I was told it used to make others feel.

Just a note for my old readers, but also important for my new! You all know I used they/them pronouns and went by Ryan. I still use they/them but now I go by Rynn! Thank you very much.

My updates may not be daily as they used to be until I get fully back into the swing of writing, but I will try my hardest to make them frequent. Now, on to the story!