Deer In Headlights [Minizerk]

Chapter 21

Half smut warning, steamy ishhh

Josh knocked on my door whilst Ethan and I were still sat talking.

"Come in!" I called out.

"Oh hi Ethan" Josh smiled as he entered the room, sitting down on the beanbag.

"Hey Josh" he returned the smile.

"I'm finally awake" Josh laughed.

"How did you sleep in for so long?" I snickered.

"Didn't sleep until like 4am, I just wasn't tired" he shrugged.

"Oh I fell asleep at like 10, I was exhausted" I said, ignoring the way Josh grinned at those words.

"Why was that?" He asked, that stupid grin still plastered to his face.

"He knows exactly why" Ethan laughed.

"Ah yeah I forgot you probably know" Josh said "Well that's boosted my ego knowing you went to sleep at 10"

"Shut up" I frowned jokingly.

"Did he say anything about it I would wanna know?" Josh asked curiously, laughing.

"Only good things don't worry" Ethan told him.

"Ego inflated, I'm happy" he grinned.

"Look what you've done now Ethan" I scolded him in a joking manner.

"I'm gonna head off now because we got my nan coming round for a roast dinner this afternoon, and then you guys can spend some more time together" Ethan smiled.

"Okay, have a nice time" I said as he let himself out of my room.

Ethan: Was half true, didn't need to leave for another hour but Josh kept eye fucking you so I thought I'd be nice and leave you guys with some privacy 😉

Simon: Doing god's work 👏

Josh came over to lay down with me, and we immediately resumed the same position we'd been laid in last night with my head on his chest, comfortably in his arms.

"I missed you last night" he said softly.

"I could come sleep in your room tonight?" I smiled.

"Yeah definitely" he nodded, running his fingers through my hair "So I'm curious, what did you tell Ethan?"

"He just knows how far it went, that it was good, and that I'm 90% certain you're way kinkier than you're admitting" I snickered.

"How could you tell?" He grinned.

"Maybe by the fact that earlier yesterday you put your hand around my neck? And pinned my hands above my head last night?" I laughed.

"Have you ever done anything like that?" He asked.

"No, never done anything remotely non vanilla" I admitted.

"Is that something you're interested in?"

"It is now" I nodded.

"Do you want me to show you what the neck thing actually feels like?" He asked. I nodded shyly "Okay, tap me twice if you want me to stop"

I sat up in Josh's lap, straddling his waist. He put his hand around my neck, his thumb and index finger placed on the sides where my carotid arteries would've been.

I looked into his eyes nervously but also with excitement. Josh slowly applied pressure, scaling up to enough of it that my mouth fell open and I stared at him, a weak look in my eyes.

My heart was pounding and my head was foggy of everything besides what he was doing to me.

After a few moments he released the pressure and put his hands on my waist.

"What did you think?" He asked me.

"You can definitely do that again" I nodded.

"I'm not gonna suggest trying anything else because I don't want you to feel overwhelmed, especially since it's all new to you, I think that's a good starting point" he smiled.

I leant down to kiss Josh, feeling him kiss me back immediately. I had a knee either side of his body, our chests touching though I kept my hips away from his to avoid any sexual frustration for either of us.

As I began to kiss Josh harder, feeling the need for more, he put his hand around my neck once more, choking me. I could hardly kiss back. Josh took advantage of the open mouthed kiss, his tongue rubbing against mine in the kiss.

My legs were shaking and I collapsed onto him. Josh groaned, grabbing my hips and pulling me down so there was really no space between us. So much for no frustration.

There was so much tension between us. It was hard to kiss him and it remain innocent.