Deer In Headlights [Minizerk]

Chapter 17

Once we'd finished dinner, Josh and I headed up to my room.

I sat down on my bed loading up my playlist ready to show him.

"Okay, so it's a bit all over the place with the different subgenres but yeah" I told him, passing him my phone so that he could scroll through.

"These are really fucking good songs oh my god" he grinned "I can't believe we like the same stuff"

"I know I dress like a dua lipa fan but I'm definitely not one" I snicker.

"I've never heard of this band, wait" he said, playing a song. It was Persona Non Grata by Emmure.

I don't care about anyone.

I don't care about anything.

The best thing you could ever do.

Is just stay the fuck away from me.

I am a dead end prospect.

Not a loner just a scumbag.

I kill the vibe when I walk in.

Ash my blunt in your coffin.

"This song is amazing holy shit" he grinned.

"To be fair I would've recommended them to you if you hadn't picked them to listen to" I laughed.

Josh smiled at me, lingering for longer than expected. I started to get uncomfortable, wondering if I'd said something.

"Sorry, it's just- we have so much in common. I love it" he continued smiling, reading the lyrics off my phone as he continued to listen.

I grinned to myself, watching him. His eyes were bright as he listened through my music. It was so nice to have a guy also care about something I did. Not that Ethan didn't - but this was different. This was a guy I had a crush on.

"When did you get into this sort of music?" He asked me curiously.

"Well my dad got me into Metallica, Iron Maiden, Judas Priest, that sort of stuff. I can't lie, I started looking at other bands that I saw names of on your shirts. The logos were a dead giveaway that it was metal and I was curious" I admitted "This was in year 8 I did that"

"You should've walked right up to me and asked for song recommendations, we would've met so much sooner" he said.

"I should've, I was intimidated by you though" I laughed.

"Why?" He frowned.

"Well- for one you were angrier back then which I would've been afraid of because I'm a sensitive flower" I snickered "But also you are very much my type, and I was a baby gay"

"You admitted I'm your type then" he grinned.

"Shut up, what's your type?" I asked curiously.

"Feminine, blond, that's about it for my type. I'm not that picky about height or eyes or anything like that" he said.

I tried to ignore his vague description of me but I still felt myself blushing regardless.

"Yes you are my type, if that's what you're wondering. Why else would I flirt with you?" He laughed.

"I can never tell if you're joking when you flirt with me though" I told him.

"Half joking, I do like to wind you up. Part of the bonding process" he grinned.

"Half joking?" I wondered aloud.

"What? You're cute, obviously I enjoy flirting with you. And I'm not saying that just to see you blush" he said "I can't lie though, I really didn't expect you to actually kiss me earlier. I was trying to make you blush"

"Should I not have done that?" I grimaced.

"Oh no that was fine by me" he grinned "You're a good kisser by the way"

"Is this you trying to make me blush?" I groaned.

"I'm not sure, it's been so long I... I've already forgotten what it felt like to be kissed by you. You might have to remind me" his grin widened.

"Josh... I can't tell if you're joking"

"Just come here" he said in a low voice, locking his lips with mine. I gasped, startled before kissing him back as his lips began to move against mine.

He pulled me into his lap, my knees either side of him. I had my hands on his face. One of his hands laid flat on my back, the other on my neck. It slid up into my hair and he knotted his fingers into it, pulling me closer.

He pulled lightly on my hair, kissing me harder. I moaned softly into his mouth and he groaned, rolling us over so that he was laid on top of me.

He moved his hands onto either side of my face, deepening the kiss.

We were both breathing heavily, kiss getting steamier by the second.

He bit my bottom lip with his teeth before pulling away, kissing along my jaw, working his way to my earlobe. He bit the lobe gently before continuing his descent, kissing softly at my neck.

My mouth fell open as I rolled my head to the side, giving him more access.

"God you're cute" he groaned, kissing it harder, lightly biting with his teeth. I couldn't help but feel embarrassed by the whine that escaped my lips.

He moved to the other side, simultaneously pulling on my hair, eliciting another reaction from me. My heart was hammering in my chest as he kept kissing my neck.

Suddenly he found that sweet spot which made my toes curl and I couldn't help but tangle my fingers into his hair, encouraging him.

I felt him grin before biting it, leaving one gentle kiss in that same spot and lifting his head to make eye contact with me.

"Yeah, you are a good kisser" he smirked.

I just stared up at him into his currently very dark eyes, breathing heavily.

"You okay there?" He asked, stroking the side of my face with his thumb, his hand on my cheek.

"Yeah" I whispered breathlessly.

"Am I good to go have a shower?" He asked and I nodded "Okay good, I'll need a cold one"

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SECOND CHAPTER BC I FORGOT TO UPDATE AND I LITERALLY FEEL SO BAD