nicotine [unhealthy desires 2]

05

- Leila -

"Leila?" Dan speaks through the phone, his voice concerned.

"Yeah, hey." I said, "I know you're probably wondering where I've been all along and I'm sorry I haven't called but things have been difficult Dan, and I just... I'm just sorry okay?"

"Okay." he said, his voice steady this time. "Never mind what happened okay, we need to see each other. I miss you." it made me guilty, how forgiving he was.

"I-I miss you.. too." I said.

"So me and my friends are going out on Friday night, it's gonna be wild."

"What kind of wild?" I asked, not really sure I wanted the answer.

"Let's say.. skinny dipping?" he said, as if testing my acceptance to the idea, as it sounded more like a question than a statement.

"Oh no. no no no never." I said too quickly, which made him laugh.

"Don't worry, I was just messing with ya." he says but I'm not sure if it's true,"We're just going to the beach, at midnight. It's gonna be fun. You should come." I took a look at my room.. thinking of how I spend my days, how they're all empty and dull.

"Sure. Sure I'll go."

ok I know this is short af but let's just say I'm only preparing you for the next chapter. it's gonna be long AS FUCK. no exaggeration.

but im really proud of it so I hope you're excited. get nutss!!!~~

thank yall for reading ily
-sam