nicotine [unhealthy desires 2]

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by the way I thought about it again and changed zeke back to luckybsmith. lucky blue is one fine man after all

comment and vote and shit ily.

- Leila -

"Matty?" I whispered, I don't think it was even audible for both of them. I felt a thousand emotions at one. Confusion, fear, embarrassment, discomfort and astonished from his existence in front of me, here in Zeke's hotel room. Another thousand questions occupied my brain, did he come here to get me? How did he know where I was? does he know Zeke? is he fond of him? What does he want? Is he sorry? I had no answers and I wasn't very sure I'd get them. But right now I'm not letting Matty humiliate me in front of Zeke. I am not letting him.

"Matty, what are you doing here?" I asked, my voice louder and firmer this time.

"What are You doing here?" he retorted

"That's non of your business." I answered confidently. He had no right to question my presence here, even in only an oversized nirvana shirt and  underwear. I don't belong to him.

"You guys know each other..?" Zeke asked quietly, he seemed surprised by Matty's sudden appearance as well as I was.

"Yeah." I answered him, "Zeke I'm sorry that we're interrupted, I really am. Matty can you please tell us what the fuck do you want?"

"Us? You're a thing now?"

"No we-" Zeke was about to speak but I was quick to cut him off, Matty was being ridiculous.

"For fuck's sake Matty we've just met yesterday and even if we were, again, that's not of your business. Now you can either leave or say what brought you here."

"Absolutely nothing, enjoy your fucking time." and he began walking out. I was thankful he left without disrespecting me like he always does, it would have been really bad specially in front of Zeke. I was proud of what I did, how is handled it. He deserved nothing but harsh treatment from me. I do not owe him anything. And most importantly I am not his. I'm nobody's. I am my own self. I sighed.

"That was... weird." Zeke muttered, I smiled a bit.

"Yeah, I just- Matty and I have a bit of a history so.."

"You were like in a relationship? " He questions out of curiosity.

"Uh... not really, I don't think I can call it that, we just spent about two weeks together and that was it. He wasn't doing me any good and I think he just ended up coming here to escape all the unspoken things between us, I guess." I explained to him.

"Oh, do you... do you, you know, have feelings for him?" he asked a bit hesitantly.

"Do you want the truth?" he nodded, "I really don't know." We were sitting on the floor again, he put his hands around my neck, closing the space between us by a friendly hug, and I was truly thankful.

um. .yeah..

so zeke is so cute aw

and matty was an emotionless prick wtf

lol

okay so comment and vote and tell me what you think about this!

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bc fuck yas

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-sam