nicotine [unhealthy desires 2]

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- Matty -

It has been a day, and I'm awoken again by the aching feeling in my head due to my choices of last night of getting shitfaced all by myself. I could tell you one thing, it wasn't pretty.

I roll out of bed, making my way down to the bathroom to wash my face.

I brushed my teeth and washed my face, then shaved the bit of hair that has grown on my chin.

I stepped out, knowing that George isn't there, I checked my phone, refreshing my notification bar in hope of any sort of text. But sadly, there wasn't any.

I put on some clothes and called Zeke on my way out of the apartment.

I was thinking about going to the cafe we always go to, but I thought of calling Zeke to see if they're doing anything better.

But Zeke wasn't replying. He ignored my three attempts to call him, so I gave up. I couldn't call Lori because the fight we had and I was too tired to handle her right now.

I suddenly felt so lonely. Everyone had something to do or someone to hang out with, and I had no one. Not even Leila.

I decided to brush of the thoughts and grab coffee then drive to the hotel Zeke works at.

I entered the cafe, the aura smelled of warm coffee, which reminded me of her. She always have loved coffee. Unlike me. But here I was getting coffee anyway.

I waited at a table for the waiter to signal for me that the drinks were done. When he finally did, I took them and walked out of the doors with a sigh.

I was wearing my black sunglasses, black jeans and a basic white tee shirt. I tried calling Zeke again, but he didn't answer. Again.

When I arrived at the hotel I asked at the reception, but they said they haven't seen him since he played yesterday at the pool side. So he left me no choice but to get up to his room.

I took the elevator to the fourth floor, making my way down the hall to his room. I knocked once, twice, and even a third time for him to open. And when he finally did, he was only wearing a shirt and boxer briefs.

I looked at the other person sitting on the floor cross-legged with a bottle of wine, and my heart suddenly froze.

HEY.

GUESS WHO UPDATED AGAIN

YOU GUESSED RIGHT FELLAS, ME.

SO MY FINALS START ON SATURDAY AND IM SO NERVOUS BUT OH WELL

PRAY FOR ME MOTHERFUCKERSS

I LOVE Y'ALL

Song; Ghost by Halsey