At first, it was the gentleness. He kissed every inch of her body, not leaving any part forgotten. He smiled to himself as he relished in her sweet moans. They encouraged him, and he loved it.
Then, it was his hesitancy. The way he paused, breathing heavily, before going for an action. The way his actions slowed the faster his breathing got. Y/n wanted to tell him it was okay, but she didn't quite get what was bothering him. Was it her? God, she hoped not.
But what finally clued her in was when she caught a glimpse of his face during one of his nervous halts. The veins under his eyes weren't that hard to see, plus, it did explain quite a bit. She grabbed his chin and lifted his face to look at her.
"I'm sorry-"
"Don't be sorry. I get it, you're hungry..." Y/n bit her bottom lip as the idea came to her mind, "We could try something...if you'd like?"
Kol pushed himself up. His lips met hers in a hungry passion. A string of salvia connected their mouths as they pulled away, Kol watching it with amusement. "And what is this idea you have mind?"
His smile fell and he averted his eyes. "I could hurt you."
"No, I don't think you would."
"Y/n, I can't control myself. I could kill you!" Though his voice rose with a tone similar to anger, she understood that he was just warning her. Kol was known to be uncontrollable and murderous, but she knew deep down that he wouldn't hurt her. That he couldn't even if he had tried.
"Listen to me, my love." Her hands guided his face back to hers, her e/c orbs searching his. "If I thought you'd hurt me, I wouldn't have suggested it. I know you, and I know you wouldn't try to hurt me. I know you couldn't hurt me. All I'm asking is that you trust me. That you trust yourself."
He thought for a moment before dropping the conversation, leaving her without an answer. "How about we just say fuck it, pun intended, and get on with it, hm?"
Leaning on the hand above her shoulder, Kol guided himself into her, both letting out a whimper that quickly turned into moans. She closed her eyes tightly as she adjusted. Although he hadn't even started moving, Kol nudged her gently, "Open your eyes, love. I wanna see what I do to you."
Y/n giggled and did as he'd asked, eyes meeting his; as soon as the two made eye-contact, they felt the sexual-hunger grow. Her legs struggled to stay around him as he started to fuck into her. Kol smirked at her, one of his hands grabbing ahold of the leg under it and holding it to his hip.
Both of their mouths fell slightly ajar as he thrusted harder, her pulsing walls tightening around him. Her hand traveled to his head, bringing it down and slamming her lips into his as his hips surged forward. His pace quickened and he dropped her leg, bringing his hand back down beside her head.
Despite the constant urge to snap them shut, his eyes never left hers. It was like he was a mind reader; his mouth opening as soon as the thought entered her mind. "Don't you dare touch that pretty little cunt. Not yet."
"What will you do if I do it anyways?"
He growled, hips snapping harder. "I know what you're doing." Kol nipped below her ear, "Don't." As her hand began to fall between them, Kol snatched it and held it above her head. The veins under his eyes began to darken, "I told you not to do that."
"Feed on me."
Kol blinked. His hips slowed to a stop and his eyes narrowed at her. "What?"
"Feed on me." She repeated herself with a shrug.
"I-" Y/n cut him off with a kiss, lifting her hips to start again. "Are you sure?"
"Yes!"
He breathed in slowly, then nodded. His pace was slower this time; more sensual. With the feeling of his cock inside her slick cunt moving slowly, she found it harder to keep her eyes open, but Kol didn't mind this time. He nodded and bit his lower lip, separating their eyes to allow his to travel from her face to her breasts and then to where their bodies connected.
The moans leaving Y/n's mouth were less loud and quick this time. The erotic sounds were slower. Sexier, if you will. The passion never once died out. The fire inside them from just minutes ago was still there, riding in the act of love.
Desire was what Kol felt when he brought his eyes back up to her face, smiling at her closed eyes and open mouth. Her head was tilted back from pleasure, giving him an open shot at her neck. The desire he felt wasn't just for her body. Her neck was wide open, and he was dying to know what she tasted like.
Slowly, his face crept closer to her neck until his fangs had been sunken into her soft flesh. His thrusts gained speed only slightly, giving him more room as her head went back into her pillow more. Her mouth fell open as she scratched down his back lustfully.
Kol took a moment to himself, pausing like he had done just prepping himself and Y/n. He trusted himself only because she put her trust in him. He moaned into her neck as the warm blood filled into his mouth steadily, her walls growing tighter with each thrust.
"Kol-" He was ready to pull away, but her hand pushed his head back down. She was yelling his name as her other hand dug into his skin. The feeling of the pain made him hiss, but it mixed with the pleasure made both their eyes roll to the back of their head. "F-faster."
He licked where he'd bitten, sucking little bruises around it. "As you wish, darling." His accent thickened seductively when he spoke. Just as he'd promised, the knot in her stomach loosened more and more as his hips came in contact with hers.
The sound of skin on skin, tangled with the grunts and moans, was growing in speed by the second. Y/n swore as the knot in her gut snapped, her legs, and cunt, finally getting the perfect grip.
As their heavy breathing became the only sound in the room, Kol pulled out of Y/n and lied beside her. She leaned on her side to talk to him, "See? You did it." She kissed him lovingly. "You did it."
Kol smiled. Everything that had happened finally occurred to him, all of which included his mid-sex feeding. She was right. "I did it."
