- Mingi
I only had one crippling phobia and it was of big spider. If I couldn't kill them with my shoe then we had a problem. My boyfriend Mingi seemed to be afraid of just about everything. I tried to over compensate his fears by pushing mine away.
"Hey (y/n) come hold this so you can show your boyfriend it's not that scary and he won't cry." I didn't think much of it and put my things down to walk over to them.
"What is it?" I put my hands out and came face to face with a domesticated tarantula. My eyes widened focusing on the hairy 8 legged creature climbing up my arm.
"Oh okay take it back please" I smiled as the owner took it back. I turned around and threw up making a mess on the floor but I couldn't hold it back anymore.
"Holy shit are you okay?" Seonghwa rushed over to me going into mom Mode. I reached over for some napkins and attempted to clean the floor.
"No no don't worry about that we got it" Hongjoong helped me up and moved everyone away from there.
"I am deathly terrified of big spider. If I can not kill it with a show we don't co exist peacefully." I started to cry holding onto Seonghwa for dear life.
"Then why would you hold it?" Yunho asked placing me on the table wiping my mouth and forehead. I made eye contact with Mingi that was standing behind everyone looking guilty.
"I push all my fears away..." I looked down and whispered barely audible enough for them to hear.
"Why?" Seonghwa caught on to watch I said.
"For my relationship" I looked away closing my eyes. I could feel Yunho still trying to clean my shirt off and Seonghwa holding me tightly.
"What do you mean?" Hongjoong asked confused.
"I am afraid of everything so she pushed all her fears away so our relationship didn't look too odd." Mingi said in a broken voice. I nodded confirming his words but wouldn't look at him.
"I am sorry" I said with another tear falling down my face. Seonghwa hugged me a little tighter feeling bad for how this all went down.
"Come on let's get you water" Yunho extended his hand for me to jump off the table. I followed them closely and walked into the bathroom to brush my teeth. I was lucky that I always have a tooth brush and tooth paste in my bag with me at all times.
"I am sorry" I hear the door open and a pair of arms wrap around my waist from behind.
"Sorry for what?" I rinse my mouth and turn to face him.
"I am sorry for being a coward..." I stopped him and shook my head.
"You are not a coward and actually I fell in love with you because you show fear and other emotions instead of hiding it like most men." I take his hand in mine and smile at him.
"...but earlier..." I cut him off again by placing my finger on his lips.
"I should have been open about my one and only phobia. I didn't think it was important because I thought it wouldn't need to be addressed. I didn't know someone was going to hand me a tarantula the minute I walked into the practice room." I laughed making him chuckle.
"You are right the odds were pretty low for that but now I need to go yell at whoever brought that here and made you so scared you puked." I laughed and stopped him from leaving.
"Kiss me first... I brushed twice actually" I giggled getting on my tiptoes. He smirked and softly kissed my lips.
