-HONGJOONG
Hongjoong wasn't a skinship-type person. I accepted that when we started dating 6 months ago. It didn't really matter since we were both busy and only saw each other 2-3 days a week. They were mainly Friday, Saturday, Sunday and I always had to go home early on Sunday. The lack of skinship had not affected me until recently. We were on a date with other couples in our friend group that kept asking us if we really were dating. If I wanted a kiss or a hug I would ask him for one. Our friends thought that was weird. He wouldn't hold my hand or put his arm around me. Again it didn't bother me until now because I could finally see that it doesn't look like we are dating at all.
"Hongjoong can I have a kiss?" I asked in the car on the way home. We were stopped at a red light with no cars around.
"of course baby!" He said happily with a big smile. These actions of his always confused me but I never worked up the courage to talk about it. He leaned over and kissed me quickly before turning all his attention back to the road.
"Um... I don't know when I will see you again. Your schedule is packed and so is mine..." I put my head down and unbuckled myself. He locked the car door before I could get out confused.
"What?" He asked searching the file folders in his head.
"We will stay in communication by phone but we will not see each other face to face for a while. It doesn't matter not as we act like a couple anyways." I unlocked the door and got out. I was beyond frustrated but I knew what I was getting myself into from the beginning.
A few weeks later I was having a special guest on my radio show that I didn't even know about. All I knew was I am going to be interviewing them and it's a group that's all. I was trying to mentally prepare for today's show but couldn't since I had no idea who was here today. The producer hands me an envelope and tells me not to open it until it's time. I head out and do the intro to my show. I opened the envelope and see 'ATEEZ' written on the first notecard. I tried to hide my emotions to the best of my ability. They walked in and sat around the table. Hongjoong sat next to me awkwardly.
"So we have Ateez here with me today. This is just as big of a surprise to me as everyone else. Believe It or not, I was not told until right now at the same time with you all." I speak into the mic trying to not pay too much attention to Hongjoong.
"Hi, we are Ateez" They all say into the mics and introduce themselves individually. We spoke for a while then took a break for 20 minutes. At that time Hongjoong was getting closer to me and by the end of the first 10 minutes, his hand was resting on my thigh.
"Hongjoong is there something you need?" I turn around slightly annoyed.
"Yes..." He looked down playing with the hole in my jeans.
"And that would be?" I asked not trying to rush him but I didn't want this to be awkward anymore.
"I want a hug and a kiss, please? We have been so busy I haven't been able to see you and I miss you and your hugs and your kisses and everything else. I know we left things off on a bad note but I didn't mean to make you feel the way you did. I talked to a few people and they explained it a little better. I am sorry" He apologized and explained his point a little.
"So..." I started but he kissed me with need and urgency right in front of everyone.
"Hongjoong dude let her breathe" Wooyoung yells and Hongjoong pulls away connecting our foreheads.
"Can I see you tonight?" He asked breathing a little hard. I nodded looking forward to it.
(A/n: this is a product of writers block I am so sorry it's so bad!!)
