Gracy-Don't hate each other.

Chapter 12: I'm a monster

Guys, are you mentally prepared for this. Let's hope so.

Grazer's POV:

I hate myself, this condition I live with.

I slip easily into depression.

There's only one way to stop feeling bad about myself.

To make others feel bad out themselves.

I hate so much that if I don't cause other people pain, I will feel pain myself. I don't tell anyone, of course. People wouldn't believe me.

That a razor is my best friend.

That I can't look at my reflection.

That I constantly cause the girl I like (and her friends) pain.

I should just end it, I want to.

But I can't.

My little sister needs me. My mom tries to be a good parent, but she isn't.

I want to make it up to Stacy.

I don't care if it means I will slip into depression.

I don't want her to hate me.

I think I love her...

Soooooooooooo, what do you think? Could you mentally handle that? And because this was a short chapter, will update probably update today. (Again) Thank you guys for all the reads and votes. I love ALL of you soooooooooooo much. Don't forget to comment.

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See what I did there ;)

~Julie