August
I heard a noise upstairs , then it went away...
I looked and then turned my focus back to the tv...
Then I heard the noise again and it was even louder...
I jumped up and ran upstairs...
The room door was locked ...
Nicki ! I said
I didn't get a response..
I stood back and kicked the door open....
The dresser drawers were all out...
I looked beside the bed and saw nicki pouring alot of pills in her hand...
Nicki what the hell are you doing ! I said knocking them pills out of her hand...
Stop ! She yelled picking the pills up off the floor....
You have too much to live for nic...I said
Oh yea like what ! She said
Your career , the kids , us , your family...I said pulling her into my arms...
She started crying..
talk to me nic ...I said
I can't ...she said
Yes you can ...I said
(She told me about the whole situation...I was pissed)
I'm sorry I wasn't there for you nic ...I said as tears formed in my eyes.
She nodded her head and buried her face in my chest...
We were now layed on the floor...
I held her in my arms...
I pulled the cover down on the floor , on us...
I looked to see her dosing off...
I kissed her forehead...
I love you nic...I said
I love you too aug..she said
