Nicki
I sat there on the bed next to aug , just watching him lay there ....
This is all my fault , if I would've never cheated we would've been at home right now ....all I want is my family back , yes I love meek but I'm still inlove with aug....
I don't know who I should be with , my mind is telling me meek but my heart is telling me aug because that's where my heart , love , and family is ....
I placed my hand on top of his and I started rubbing his hand....
His eyes opened...
I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you...I said
Nah you good ...he said
I just stared at him..
Why you looking at me like dat ma ...he asked me smiling
Oh nothing...I said looking down and playing with my fingers...
Nic , talk to me , tell me what's going on ....he said
I just want to know , what did that kiss mean to you.....I asked him
Uhhh - he was cut off by a knock at the door ...
The door opened and In walked Lindsey ...
Ill give you two some privacy ....I said standing up
Lindsey went over and sat where I was sitting ...
I looked back at aug one last time , then I walked out ....
August
Sup beautiful ...he said
Hey aug ...she said looking down at her stomach with worry in her face
What's wrong ma...I asked her
Then I saw tears in her eyes ...
I lifted her chin with my index finger slowly ...
Talk ta me ...I said softly
August I'm - I'm pregnant ....she said
I looked at her stomach ...I saw the little pudge ...
It's ok if you don't want it , ill just get an abortion ...she said still crying
No , I want you to keep the baby ...I want to be apart of our baby life...I said lifting her shirt and rubbing her stomach ...
I looked at her as she let out a sigh...
I wiped her tears away...
I leaned up and I kissed her lips...
Everything's going to be alright....I said
She nodded her head and then hugged me.....
I thought you were dead august , I thought you left us ....she said crying on my shoulder.
No , ma I promise you I will never leave you , or our baby...I said as a tear slid down my cheek...
When do you get out of here ....she said
Umm tomorrow I think...I said
Oh ok ...she said yawning
Yep , it's getting late you should be heading home ...I said
But I wanna stay with you ....she said
Linds go home ...I said
Fine ...she said grabbing her purse
Gimmie kiss ...I said
She pecked my lips....
Bye ...I said
Bye...she said leaving out of the room
As I layed back a smile appeared across my face...
