Lindsey
(Listen to the song while reading...)
The next day
I rolled over and opened my eyes....
The sun flashed right through the window.....
I looked up at the ceiling and just stared at it for a moment....
I felt miserable as hell....
I went in the bathroom and ran me a warm bath....
I went over to the mirror and stared at myself.....
I punched it and glass just shattered everywhere....
Blood leaked from my hand....
I went and cut the water off in the tub and got in....
My hand was bleeding bad , but at this point I really don't care....
I layed there in the tub.....
Tears filled my eyes and they started coming down really fast ....
I took my scrungie off my hair and my hair layed down my back ....
I started sliding down under the water , as I cried .....
At this point I was fully under the water.....
I just layed there at the bottom of the tub....
I felt myself running out of air....
At this point the water was red....
I closed my eyes....
All I heard was vibrations....
I felt someone pull me above the water....
It was niyla .....
Lindsey what the hell , why were you under water , and why is your water red....she asked handing me a towel
I stood up and grabbed for the towel....
What happened to your hand Lindsey ...she asked
I just bursted into tears....
What's wrong Lindsey , where is august....she asked
I did everything I was suppose to do as a girlfriend , and a wife and this is what he gives me in return....I said crying
Talk to me....she said
He slept with Cali , and I caught them here together last night....I said
Omg Lindsey I'm so sorry....she said coming over and hugging me....
I cried in her arms....
I did everything I was suppose to do...I said
I know , I know....she said rubbing my back
She got up and went in the room...
She came back in the bathroom with my bra , panties , and a big t-shirt.....
Thank you .....I said sniffling
Your welcome....she said helping me up
She then left out....
I put on my bra , panties , and big t-shirt....
I left out the bathroom and went in the room ....
I got in the bed ....
I heard my phone vibrating ....
I grabbed it and saw that it was august ....
He had done called me 26 times , left 5 voicemails , and 32 text messages....
I didn't check nun of it....
I just layed there staring into space ....
Then there was a knock at my room door...
I didn't say nothing I just layed there ...
Then the door opened...
I turned and saw Nate....
You heard...I asked
He nodded his head slowly...
You wanna talk about it....he asked
I nodded my head slowly as tears fell down my face...
I grabbed my pants from off the floor and put them on....
I layed back on the bed....
Nobody ever told me....I started off
He rubbed my back ...
They had been messing around for awhile behind my back....she was suppose to be my bestfriend and he was supposed to be my husband ....I said as tears rushed down my face...
Cali is not a good friend and as for august you need to drop him....he said
I cried more , because Nate is right....
Ionn wanna let august go thou , I love him....I said
He sighed....
Well no matter what imma always be heaa fa you , I love you Lindsey....Nate said laying down with me.
I love you too Nate....I said
He wrapped his arms around my legs....
We both fell asleep....
