Lindsey
I woke up ....
i looked in the mirror and my face was kinda clearing with the handprint ....it stinged like hell thou ...my eyes were puffy and red from crying....
I got up and went downstairs ....
I picked up my dog and rubbed her....
August was sleep on the couch ....
I walked past him...
My phone started ringing ...
It was my mom ...
oh nena ¿estás bien...she said
Sí...I said
What happened ¿ she asked me
I stepped out on the balcony ....
I had a fight with a Niño....I said
Are you ok ....she asked
Yes mami I'm bien .....I said
I'm glad your ok...she said
Mami I'm scared.....I said
Of what ? She asked
My past ....I said
Oh bebe , you don't have to be scared your free of that life now...she said
I feel like it's coming back to haunt me , I'm being haunted by my pass...when I close my eyes I can see him hitting me over and over again ...I said as I began to tear up...
Lindsey your going to have to be strong bebe for you and if not for you then do it for your children ....she said
I know mom but it's hard...I said breaking down
I know bebe...she said
I don't know what to do....I said
Pray ....she said
Ok...I said
Ill say them with you...she said
I put my hands together and I closed my eyes...
Dear lord , we ask for strength ....my bebe girl is going thru a family problem ....lord I just ask of your you strength and help......in the name of Jesus we pray....Amen ...she said
Amen....I said
It's going to be alright ....she said
I nodded....
Call me later on ok...she said
Ok...I said
Bye ....she said
Bye...I said
*End of conversation
I sat in the chair and just stared at the sky....
I heard the patio door open and it was august...
Goodmorning...he said
I juss sat there still staring at the sky...
Listen I know you don't want to talk to me but please hear me out ....he said
I looked at him...
I'm sorry for what I said last night , and yelling at you....I was just angry because I didn't know what happened to you ....I freaked out and got scared ....I scared our son to death when I was yelling your name in that phone ...I apologize for everything ...i love you so much , i dont want anything to happen to you ...what wouldve happened if my son wouldve lost his mom ....he said
Tears came to my face...
I'm sorry ...I said
He came and wiped my tears ...
It's ok....he said
Then we hugged....
I don't ever want to lose you...I love you ....he said hugging me
I love you too ...I said burying my head in his chest
Look at me....he said
I looked up....
Your too beautiful to cry....he said wiping my tears
He then kissed my lips , I kissed him back...
Come on let's go back inside...he said
He opened the door for me ....
I went in and he came in behind me...
We needa get out da house...he said
How about we go somewhere tomorrow , because ionn wanna go out looking a hot mess...I said
He laughed ...
Ok ...he said
I grabbed me a water bottle , then my phone and went upstairs ...
August followed....
We layed in the bed and cuddled....
Then I grabbed the remote and turned on the tv...
Music started playing ....
Rich homie quan flex...
August got up...
Aww dis my song....he said then started dancing
I laughed as he danced to flex....
Come on baby do it with me...he said
No ....I said
Come on...he said
No...I said getting under the cover
He climbed on me and started hunching me....
Stop ....I said laughing and pulling the cover off me...
He then started hunching my booty....
Why are you so childish ....I said laughing
Cause you love It , you love it girl , you love it ...he said singing
I looked shocked...
August I never knew you could sing...I said in shock
Yeaa , I'm a professional singer ....He said
Your lieng ....I said
I'm serious....He said looking dead ass serious
He pulled up a video of him performing live on stage....
I smiled....
Gone baby....i said
He laughed ...
We watched alot of his youtube videos...
Your good ....I said
Thank you....he said
So do you still sing ...I asked
Yeaa ...I still be going to the studio....dats weaa I be I leave heaa ....he said
Do you ever go on tour....I asked him
Yep all the time ....he said
Wow...I said
I tell you what , we gone go to the studio tomorrow....he said
Forreal ....I said
Yeaa , nd the next time I go on tour you gone come with me....he said
Omg ....I said
Then I started twerking ....
Aww yeaa ....august said watching me
I stopped and jumped on him...
Thank you so much ....I said
Ya welcome ma....he said
