Nicki
I jumped up out of my sleep....I looked around the room breathing hard ....
August started moving around , everything alright nic ..he asked me
Uhh yeaa I'm fine I said
Then I heard laysia crying..
I got it aug said
No you stay here and get you some sleep, I got her...I said
Ok he said closing his eyes...
I got up from the bed and made my way to laysia room...
(Today is my last day with my family , because I have to go on tour In a couple hours)
As I picked laysia up she kept crying...
So I decided to sing to her...
If I should stay
I would only be in your way
So I'll go but I know
I'll think of you every step of the way
And I... will always love you, ooh
Will always love you
You
My darling, you...
Mmm-mm
Bittersweet memories -
That is all I'm taking with me.
So good-bye.
Please don't cry ..
Just as I said that I looked at her and she was sleep...
I love you laysia bugs , I whispered in her ear..
She smiled
I smiled then laid her back in her crib ..
I went in the other kids rooms to check on them...they were all sleeping peacefully...
I went downstairs to the living room and sat on the sofa....
I grabbed our family photo book...
I smiled at and touched every picture..
I'm going to miss my family...
I laughed as I came across a picture of niyla with cake all over her face...
What are you doing ? I heard
I jumped to the sound of august voice...
He started laughing
That's not funny , you scared me to death...I said as I placed my hand on my heart that is racing really fast...
I'm sorry he said sitting next to me...
It's ok I said
What you doing ...he asked me
Well I was looking in the photo book until you scared me...I said
I said I was sorry
I know I said
You know the kids gone miss you right...I said
I know , I know I said laying my head on his shoulder...
I sighed
Will you miss me ...I asked him
Of course...he said
I smiled ...
Gimme kiss he said
I pecked his lips...
Come on so you can help me pack ....I said grabbing his hand..
He pretended to whine like a big baby...
I laughed aug come on..
He got up and we went upstairs...
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Everything I hand you , put in the luggages...I said
Ok he said
I first pulled out my bikini and tossed it to him , 3 pair of shorts , 5 dresses in case we go out , 4 tank tops , my panties , and my lace bras ....
Are you - I paused when I saw all the clothes I gave to him in a pile on the floor...
Aug ! What are you doing you are suppose to put them in my luggages..
You not wearing that shit....he said
I sighed..
Here wear this he said pulling out a turtle neck and a long skirt...
I busted out laughing , I'm sorry but it was so funny he honestly think imma wear dat...
He started laughing too ...
I grabbed all my clothes , folded them up , and put them in my luggages...
Ill shop for more clothes if I run out...
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We pulled up to the airport...
Aug helped me get my luggage out...
I kissed the kids and gave them very tight hugs...
I kissed all over laysia plumply cheeks...
Then I gave aug a long hug...then we kissed like 20 times.
I love you all...
We love you too they all said...
As I walked into the airport , I heard someone call my name ...
I looked back and saw ally...
I kneeled down to her ...
She gave me a beaded bracelet...
Aww thank you baby...I said fanning my face as tears fell down...
You welcome mommy she said
I gave her one last hug then I went to my plane...
I put my luggage in the thing above my head...
I wiped my tears as I sat in my seat....
