I stood there and just started at the casket....
All of this felt so unreal to me....
The kids sat their flowers on top of the casket and so did me and Lindsey...
I rubbed his casket one last time before he was put in the ground..
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The lawyer sat at the table with me , mama Sheila , and Lindsey...
He was about to read the will ...
Sheila ....he loves you very much and he left you 3 million dollars...
She just cried ...
I rubbed her back...
Nicki ....5 million dollars for you and the kids and that he doesn't care what happens he will always love you with all his heart.....you are the mother of his kids and he wants to make sure that you and the kids live a good life...
I smiled as tears fell down my face...I looked up and said I love you too aug...
He left flowers for his brother...
25k fa his sister..
That's it...he said closing his book
You can have 3 million dollars , for you and your daughter ...I said to Lindsey
She cried and I got up and have her a hug....
Thank you so much ...she said
Your welcome...I said