August
I woke up and grabbed my phone to look at the time...
It was 11 am.
I got up and went to the bathroom...
I brushed my teeth and washed my face...
When I was done I went to the kids rooms to check on them...
Austin , ally , and laysia was still sleep , but when I went in niyla room she was wide awake...
Goodmorning ...she said
Goodmorning...I said
Do you wanna help me cook breakfast...I asked her
Yeaa...she said getting up putting on her house shoes...
We walked down the stairs and into the kitchen...
We got the eggs , sausages , grits , and buiscuits out...
I let niyla crack the eggs open and put them in the mixing bowl....
Then we mixed them together ...
I put the sausages in the skillet , then I put the grits in a boil of water...
Niyla buttered the pan , then spreaded the biscuits out...
Thank you fa helping me shorty ...I said rubbing thru her hair.
Ya welcome she said smiling...
It's time fa you anotha hair cut ...I said
Yep ....she said rubbing in her long hair
Imma call yo hair stylist , and see if se can come do yo hair tomorrow...I said
Ok ...she said
Yep...I said
She just sat there...
I gotta get y'all a babysitter for tonight...I said
Are you going out with that lady from the park ....she asked
Yeaa...I said smiling just thinking about Lindsey...
Oh...she said
What do you think about her...I asked her
I think she's pretty , and really nice...she said smiling
She made me smile....
Let's find y'all a babysitter ....I said grabbing my laptop.
I looked on care.com...
These people looked ratchet as hell...
Except this one girl...
She was light skin , had short hair like a bob , she had a nice smile , she looked classy ya know ....
I got her number from off there then I called her....
She picked up on the second ring...
Hey , grace ...I said
Yes this is she....she said
I'm august , and i was wondering if you could babysit for me tonight....
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Lindsey
I think I'm falling for august....I said laying back just thinking of him
He's sexy , sweet , and funny...
Idk it's just something about him...
When I'm around him I get butterflies...
I may be inlove....ya know no one had eva been so nice to me , before ...the last relationship I had was with Asia father Antwon....he was abusive and disrespectful...everyday I'd come home he would beat me , for no reason at all...he would tell me that I'm ugly and that no one wants me , he even made me dress up in a wig and a maid outfit , to seduce him...one day I came home he wasn't there...and word around the block was he got arrested...every since then I got me and Asia stuff and we moved away...till this day he is still locked up , I think , I don't even know when he gets out and I don't wanna know...
I haven't told august about my past , and I don't want to because then it will bring back all the tears and pain...
But anyways around him I feel like I can be myself...
I'm part latina...my mommi , is a buisness lady ....my father is a construction worker , he works around some of everywhere , he builds houses , buildings , and much more....
I have a sister name mija shes 18 , and I have a older brother name Jacob he's 27....
I just wanna be loved , and cared about fa once is that so hard to ask fa...
