Lindsey
I had just arrived back home to my original home....
It was quiet....
Asia , Niyla , Ant !!! I yelled out
Asia came running down the steps...
Hey...I said
Hey mommy , I missed you....asia and ant said hugging me tightly
Ooo , can yall not hug me so tight....I said
Why , what's wrong ....asia asked
I'm pregnant....I said
She looked at me in shock
No way....she said
What....ant said
Yep , mommies having another baby....I said
By who....she asked
August....I said
Ook , im happy for yall....she said
I'm going to be a big brother....ant said
I'm not , nd yep your going to have a baby sister or brother soon....I said
Why ....she asked
He left me at the resort and I had to spend the last day by myself....I said
Wow....she said
Yep , but I'll be ok....I said
Well now that your back , I can finally tell you....she said
Tell me what....she said
Niyla moved out....she said
I gasped in shock....
Foreal...I said
Yep....she said
Where to....I asked
Her and De'Anthony got a 3 bedroom condo .....she said
Whaaaaat....I said
Yep , and it's beautiful on the inside and out....she said
That's wassup , gone niyla....I said happy for them
Imma call her later on....
I need to go find august and see what's up with him because he left me high and dry without a single word being said to me....I said
Ok ....asia said walking off
I called momma sheila....
She told me everything I needed to know....including where he lived....
I grabbed my car keys and left the house....
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I pulled up to this nice crib....it was pretty but not big....
I cut the engine off and got out....
I went up to the door and knocked on it....
Who is it....a voice said
Lindsey....I said
2 seconds later the door opened , and there stood august....
Whatchu want....he said as if he was mad
Hello to you too....I said
What do you want....he asked
I want to know why you left me at the resort by myself , and you didn't even let me know....I said
Because you was you hoeing around with chris....he said
What....I said
Ik about yall lil kiss....he said
Aug-he cut me off....
It's seems like the better I do , you seem to fuck up....but if you was gone be a hoe you should've told me....you going around kissing my homeboy and shidd but I turned ya lil friend down when she was asking me ta fuck ha....he said
What friend..... I asked
Kim....he said
A angry look came across my face....
And you wasn't gonna tell me....I said
How could I tell you , you was too busy with chris....he said
I -he cut me off by slamming the door in my face.....
I felt tears coming to my eyes.....
Imma get kim lil hoe ass....
I went back out to my car....
I went back home....
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I went and got straight in the bed....
There was a knock at my room door....
Come in....I said
It was anthony....
Hey baby , what's wrong....I asked
Nothing I just wanna come lay with you....he said closing the door and coming getting in the bed....
He layed his head on my shoulder....
I wrapped my arms around him....
My big boy....I said kissing his forehead
As I was laying there , I started thinking....
Maybe me and august need this break away from each other again....because I did mess up....I should've never let chris kiss me....I don't know what was wrong with me....I have NO FEELINGS for CHRIS....I love august , and I was wrong for what I did....but right now I have a baby to worry about , I can't let that stress me out , I have to keep it going....
I heard Anthony little light snores...
Goodnight baby....I said then I closed my eyes and dosed off to sleep....
