Nicki
I can't believe this , it seems so fake...
Today is his funeral.....
Aug mom got all the family members shirts with aug far on it....
The kids had on their shirts , and I had on mine ...
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I cried as I walked into the church ...
I went up to the casket and touched his face one last time...
I kissed his cheek...
I looked up to god...
Why lord .. Why ...I said busting out into tears....
Aug mom came up and hugged me...
We hugged each other and cried...
Then we sat on the bench on the first row....
As I sat on the front row this light skin girl walked up to his casket and broke down ....
Who is she ...I asked aug mom
That's august girlfriend ...she said
Oh ...I said
Momma Sheila went and hugged her too....
Then she brought her over to the bench and she dat by me...
Lindsey this is august baby momma that he was with for 9 years...momma Sheila said
She looked at me and just cried and hugged me...
I hugged her back...
We cried and hugged for a while then we released and Tryed to keep it together ...
My kids went to the casket...
I picked laysia up and took her to her daddy casket...
She touched his face...
Yeaa baby , that's yo daddy...I said crying
We went and sat back on the bench...
Momma Sheila grabbed laysia....
As the preacher preached I thought of all the times me and august spent together...I smiled to some of our memories and some I cried...
