Rain

Latch

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I feel we're close enough
I wanna lock in your love
I think we're close enough
Could I lock in your love, baby? X Latch by Disclosure

The Next Morning

My alarm clock went off, letting me know it was time to wake up. I'd cried so much last night I'm sure I looked hit. My eyes felt heavy and weak every time I tried to open them, they would slowly close. I didn't wanna go to school but I had to, for the simple fact that I had 4 test to take.

I rolled over and got up. I caught myself staring at the floor for a minute.

I walked into my bathroom before turning on my light. I almost jumped when I saw how puffy my eyes looked. "Shit" I cursed to myself.

Nothing a little makeup couldn't fix.

After my shower, I wrapped my yellow towel around my body as I picked my toothbrush up, I wet with water & then put toothpaste on it & I brushed my teeth for a good 3 minutes.

When I was done brushing my teeth, I took my bonet & scarf off my head and brushed my hair out. After I did that, my body was completely dry so I took my towel of leaving my naked, I put on my underwear & my dark blue lightly lined bra. I put on some deodorant & lotion before going in my closet in search for something to wear.

I settled on my camouflage high waist jeans along with my matching shirt that said 'explicit', and my camouflage combat boots that I bought online. I put on my heavy north face, and because the temperatures were definitely dropping.

I grabbed my book bag & made sure my homework was in it before heading downstairs to make myself breakfast. I sat my book bag by the door & walked back in the kitchen to the refrigerator and pull out the Orange juice as I poured me a cup of it. I put some toast in the toaster.

I was now eating my breakfast, Tavi walked downstairs wearing red jeans, a cheetah print top with her tan uggs. Her hair was up into a neat sock bun.

"You look cute" I said, sipping my juice.

"Thank you" She nonchalantly replied.

"Look I'm so sorry for what I said last night - it was just anger taking over me."

She nodded her head. "It's okay, I'm over it. Next time she tell me how you feel,"

I stood up and reached my arms out for a hug and she leaped into them. "Sisterrerrr" I sang as we both laughed.

"Ma come on before we be late!" I yelled up the stairs.

15 minutes minutes later she came downstairs dressed in black maternity leggings, a dark blue long sleeved shirt, and her dark blue uggs to match. I'm pretty sure she owns every single style & color of uggs.

She walked up to me and hugged me from behind, and then kissed me on the cheek making me feel bad for what I said yesterday. "I'm sorry" she whispered. I hugged her arms before getting out of her grasp and walking to get my book bag & heading to the car.

I know it was mean, but did anyone understand? The times I've needed her the most she wasn't there, she's always used to tell me how much of a resentment I was - she didn't say those exact words, but in a way that's what she basically says whenever she said, "You wanna make the same mistake I did Rain? And get pregnant by a guy who doesn't give a damn about you? And have your life go down-hill because of a baby at 16?"

I know I shouldn't, but she was never there when Monte's dad raped me. I'd always call for her & she was never there. I can't help but blame her, if she would've never dated Monte and decided to move in with him this wouldn't have happened.