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💥🍃★Why The Tears?

Warning this chapter may contain inappropriate language and mature content.

CW - miscarriage, strong themes of angst in this one

Ship - Serobaku

Trans Bakugou was pregnant. The class doesn't understand why the tears for the first time from their usually fire fueled spark.

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Bakugou's pov

I remember it like it was yesterday. Sitting anxiously on the floor in Sero's dorm as we both stared down at the pregnancy test. It had been something we'd been trying to do.

I want a baby. Sero wants a baby. We want kids together. Why not start now?

When they two blue lines showed up, we were both glowing with excitement. Of course we had to tell recovery girl and Aizawa sensei for the safety of the baby and all. We also told our friends immediately.

We'd always talked about starting a family. How they'd all make great uncles and aunts. How the baby would be raised with such close family. They'd never have to experience a childhood like mine or Denki's.

Me and Sero had all our check ups with recovery girl. She suggested a hospital for that but that made it all tricky. The judgement of others, people staring confused because we're both men or because we're so young.

The morning I woke up with blood soaked sheets and intense cramping pain, I was fifteen weeks along. Me and Sero had already started guessing the gender, thinking of names. I was terrified of what was happening.

There was so much blood. Then the one word that really broke me down. Miscarriage. I miscarried my child. Recovery girl said it's quite unlikely that I'd be able to ever carry a baby to full term and deliver it with out serious complications or health risks.

Me and Sero cried so hard that day. That was a year ago. A year ago we lost our sweet little bean. Our child that never even got to start their life.

Hanta and I tried to convince Aizawa to let us skip today since it's such an emotional day. I couldn't even conceive after I miscarried. We waited a while before we started trying again and I just couldn't.

It sucks. We wanted a family so bad. With our own biological kids. I guess that's not going to happen.

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"How are you two lovely people feeling today?" Kirishima asks with a wide smile and I grunt.

"Like shit" I mutter out and Kaminari makes an 'oof' sound.

"Rough, that time of the month?" He asks and I scoff.

"No dunce, it's the time of year where I lost my child. You know, a year since my miscarriage" I say and Hanta sighs before gently grabbing my shoulders.

"C'mon.. let's just get through today as if it's any other day" Hanta says softly before leading me towards the classroom.

Oh god it's going to be a long one.

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"Today is young parents awareness Day. Today is held world wide to remember young parents and single parents who are struggling with new borns" All Might says and I sigh.

"Sir.. could we not do this today?" Sero asks softly, glancing at me and the hero huffs.

"Do you have a good reason?" All Might asks and Sero turns to me, giving me a look. I just nod.

"My partner miscarried our baby this time last year. It's something we both really wanted and we're still really upset with it" Sero explains and I nod slowly.

"I'm.. sorry for your loss Sero.. but maybe it was for the best. You're young and there's so much to life before kids" All Might says softly and I furrow my eyebrows.

"Excuse me sensei.. it's both something me and my partner really wanted. Plus he's transitioning. We wanted to have a biological kid together before they fully transitioned and then adopt down the line" Sero explains calmly.

"I understand Sero.. me and Mic wanted the same but something's don't happen for a reason. Look how lucky we are now with Hitoshi and Eri" Aizawa says, butting in from his position on the floor with a small smile and I nod.

"I.. just really wanted to have my own baby Sensei.." I mumble out softly and Aizawa hums.

"Yeah.. yeah I know kid, it sucks.. and it's unfortunate.. I know how you feel. I really wanted my own baby too" Aizawa says softly and I nod slowly. "But.. in the future.. you'll have wonderful kids.. fostered or adopted.. they'll still be your kids. You could go through a surrogate mother.." Aizawa says and I sigh.

"It's dumb.. I wanted the whole bonding with my baby, carrying my baby even though I am a man.. I want that.. I know that I could have that now but I also know that I can't because my body rejects carrying a fetus!" I exclaim and Aizawa hums.

"Have you considered getting the eggs frozen? I know you want to be the one to carry your baby but someone else can do that and it could still be yours and Sero's.." Aizawa suggests and I shrug.

"Like you said.. it's probably for the best. We're about to be pro heroes.. how are we going to keep a baby safe when we're both exhausted switching between hero work and patrol" I say and Aizawa shrugs.

"You make it work. Nap when they nap.. your routine adapts to theirs.." Aizawa says and I nod slowly.

"Right, stop now before you give me hope. You have no idea how bad I want a baby and hope is not a good thing" I say with a huff, forcing myself to stop thinking of all the possibilities.

"Babe, we can discuss this tonight. Discuss our options. I want a baby just as much as you do" Sero says softly and I nod.

"How about.. I arrange for one of those electronic babies. You know the ones that cry and you have to feed, change, comfort. It can give you a real idea on how school would be with a baby and if you're still sure. Both of you, then I'll help you out with paperwork and medical stuff" Aizawa says softly and my eyes widen.

"You'd do that for us?" I ask softly and Aizawa nods.

"I'd do it for any of my children. Help them in any way possible" Aizawa says softly with a heavy breath. "Even if most adults would say not to.. if it's something you're sure about.. guidance and help is important" Aizawa says and I nod with a smile.

"Thank you Sensei, seriously. This means so much to me.." I say softly and Sero laughs.

"Wow.. today's turning positive" Sero says softly and I hum.

Sero comes over and kisses me softly before patting my head and reminding me I'm handsome before returning to his spot.

Class continues with the original plan and I fidget, excited to discuss more future plans.

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Word count - 1164

Hello cubs, I hope you all enjoyed this one shot!